Ha-jun who had tried his best to not arrive at his so called 'home' early found himself outside the apartment's door .He was contemplating whether to go in or not ,as he rubbed his left hand on his knuckles ,something he was used to doing each time he was nervous .
'Ah fuck it 'he thought as he reached for the handle but the door was unexpectedly flung open .He was face to face with his sister who was gazing at him weirdly ,like she always did .The way she looked at him was with nothing but disgust and hatred .
"Why are you just standing there? or is it that you have nothing better to do ?"asked her sister .Ha-jun was about to open his mouth but the latter did not let him as he pushed him out of the way with full force almost making him fall,as she headed out .
The door was closed with a loud bang .Ha-jun heaved a huge sigh of relief as he thought that he had been spared from a fierce scolding but God he was wrong .It was actually the calm before the raging storm.
With nothing else to do and having no dinner to satiate his hunger he went on ahead to his homework .He hated mathematics the most but that didn't change the fact that he still had homework of that specific subject .An hour later after he was done he headed to the bathroom ,washed up and prepared himself to sleep on an empty stomach .
Unfortunately he couldn't get any sleep as he tossed and turned because of his grumbling stomach .'Ah im fucking hungry ,'complained Ha-jun as he woke up and headed to the kitchen ,not that there was any food there but he still went and frantically searched the kitchen twice and there was still nothing .
He took a cup of water and tried to satiate his hunger with water and it did but that wasn't the only thing it did .The cup of water also managed to make him choke as his sister had barged into the house which caught him off guard .
She came stomping into the kitchen as it was the only room with lights on ."Yo..."
"Don't fucking call my name ! it sounds disgusting coming from your mouth !"Ha-jun was cut off by her sister before he could even finish his first word .He wasn't even going to call her name .Yet he was being yelled at and rudely cut off .
Ha-jun kept quiet and didn't bother to talk again lest he offends her ,he was about to head out of the kitchen since staying with her in the same room was kind of suffocating .I mean literally since she reeked of alcohol but she stopped him.
"And where do you think you are going?"she asked with her hands folded together above her chest .
"my roo..."was Ha-jun's answer before being interrupted again .
"Who asked you to talk ?" Ha- Jun pressed his lips together as he looked at the insane drunkard .She was really getting on his nerves and he felt like exploding there and then and teach that bitch a lesson but he knew best so he didn't .
He let her do as he pleased to him because of their past ,because of his parents otherwise if he had an option he would have chosen to be as far away from her as possible lest he looses control and kills her .He felt like the once thick rope of patience became week day after day .He couldn't hold back any longer but still tried to .
"Where is my food ? and my student ID card that i asked you to find it for me? "she asked as she rummaged the entire kitchen in Ha-jun's presence .His worst fear had come to life ,the fear of her scolding him and him loosing control .She hated her scolding him ,he would prefer physical approach rather than verbal which her sister was used to .
"I lost my wallet ,and ..."
"I don't care if you lost your stupid wallet ,I just want food ! and my fucking ID! "yelled the crazed being .Her voice was enough to wake the dead up ,and her yelling had caught the neighbors attention yet again .They were used to the conflicts between the two that they automatically got bored with it ,to the point of not caring anymore and ignoring them .
Ha-Jun fell silent as she watched her glaring at him which unexpectedly annoyed the crazed bring to extreme making her smash the nearby glass onto his chest .Blood ozed from his chest but he seemed unfazed about it as he took out the glass shards.He was rather glad that he didn't scold her since he insults her and makes him relive the day their parents died and all because of him. ,but even so he ended up getting physically hurt but he didn't care at all.
His sister's name was Junsoo ,she is older than him and verbally and physically abuses Ha-Jun .The reason as to why she does that is because she loathes the adopted child that made her life and her parents life miserable .Her parents died when she was only fifteen and Ha-jun was nine .
Junsoo blamed the poor child for causing their parents death and that's how their miserable life together started .Ha-Jun had thought of running away from her a lot of times but thinking of how he caused his parents death he dropped the idea .He blamed himself for his sister being like that .Maybe if he hadn't caused their death his sister wouldn't have turned that way .