She knew that worrying about it wouldn't help her prepare, though. She knew that when the moment was right, she would feel it and welcome it.
She just didn't want to be so nervous when that time came. Her anxiety had a habit of ruining things, while Elias tended to help her back to the mindset she needed to be at. He really was a miracle worker.
With a faint smile, Alyssa signed into the desktop and brought up her online gradebook and coursework.
She had gotten used to everything being online. With the money that she was saving up from her on campus job, she would be able to afford a cheap laptop soon.
Then, she wouldn't have to trap herself in the library so much.
She scrolled down to see her grades, and her eyes immediately widened in shock. How did she have two B's in her organic chemistry class and lab? She just had A's not too long ago.
