the pain you left has always been there, even after you left, i never left you because you lied to me, yes it was part of the reason but i was too tired of being told to change my choice because it was you, the people you wanted to impress so you could be closer never thought much of you, it was like everyday walking on needles that prick my skin till i bled with each step i take and i had to take such steps for years when i was with you, till i bleed and passed out, the people around you hated me and the people around me hated you we were close but so what, it might be the truth or just a fact but we were never meant to be together, we were too far apart to stay close, you asked me if i really wanted you to leave i said yes, you wanted me to call your name to hold you back but i couldn't, i only called your name a few times in my head trying to get you to stop but you never heard me my eyes were filled with tears that pooled under me my feet, it was never enough to drown me but the sorrow of how you left and turned your back to me has never left my head so am asking you now the you that was once my love, was there anything left if no, am glad it's all gone that way you can be at peace and am just here to say am sorry that i wasn't strong enough to hold onto you my love...