[EROS' POV]
"Do you want to try it?"
I asked.
He stood up, he's looking confusingly.
"I'm just kidding, Griffin." I chuckle.
"My wiping duty is done. You better finish everything before you leave." He said and he went outside, ignoring my joke.
He's too serious. He has to loosen a bit.
I sigh.
I open my laptop and it's time to continue my job until I see Ellis later.
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[ELLIS' POV]
I sigh.
Why is it feel so hot?
I get the remote control of the air conditioner and turned it on, in its coolest option.
I scroll through my phone, the latest updates on the news and businesses as well.
Ting!
A phone message just arrived.
Don't forget the party next week. Did you prepare everything? ;)
It's from Dione.
It's already been done. :P
I replied.
I sigh.
If I only knew that it's his party that I'll be serving, I wouldn't dare to agree with that.
But, I have already been interviewed and filled up the form. Also, I took care of everything for the party.
Whatever.
I continue scrolling and I see a couple kissing, they're both men. They're doing a vlog and they are trying different kisses.
Fuck.
Did I just get hard?
I sigh, "Is this me being desperate?"
When was the last time?
I looked at the clock and it's 7 pm. The store will be closing at 8 pm, but there are customers still buying outside.
Maybe, I could do this quick while Eros is not here, he said he will come at 7:30 pm, so I still have 30 minutes to finish this.
I locked the door to my office and I comfortably seat in my chair.
Is it safe to do it here?
Shit.
It's hard and I want to do it now.
I put my pants down and my underwear.
I searched some of my favorite videos on the website of gay sex scenes. Okay, it's not my favorite but... it will make me harder.
I clicked a video and it starts playing.
The guy is moaning and I hold my thing tightly and I move it up and down, up and down.
"Aah." I moan softly.
"Yeah, put it in. Put it inside of me." The other guy said.
Fuck.
Why am I doing it myself? I mean, I'm not that desperate to do it. But the last time was long gone. I don't even remember it.
"El, I was wondering if you already had dinner, we could go to"
My eyes widen as I see him at my door.
The door is locked! How can he...
Fuck. The handle is loose.
Someone moans in the video and I quickly try to turn it off, but it won't stop.
"M-my pants," I whisper as I wear it immediately.
As soon as I turned off the video, I'm afraid of looking at him, I heard the door closed.
"El, you're doing something dirty, aren't you?"
He's teasing.
"N-no, I'm not. Why didn't you knock?"
"Because I want to surprise you."
"Yeah, you surprised me. Very." I sarcastically reacted to him and he moves closer and I stood up.
"You said that you will be coming at 7:30 pm. It's early!" I said and both of my hands are on my zipper, hiding the fact that I'm doing something dirty.
He chuckles, "Sorry, El, I disturb you."
"Whatever. Let's get this over with."
I say as I'm about to go out but he holds my arm to let me face him.
"Do you want me to help?" He says.
"What?"
"Help you, it's my fault that you didn't finish."
"Stop talking nonsense."
He looks at me and he didn't smile or laugh, he's acting seriously. AND WHY IS HE ACTING SERIOUS?
"I'm telling the truth, I can help you ease your pain." He says it.
"And you're teasing me now?"
"I'm not!" He slightly smiles.
"Forget what you saw. Let's go-"
"Come on." He says and he holds my arm and lets me sit on the chair.
I was surprised at what happened because IS HE THAT STRONG?
"W-what are you doing?" I asked nervously.
He's acting weird.
"El, I'm going to help you, okay?" He answers.
Help me what? What is he trying to do? He holds my pants and unbuttons them.
"S-stop. I said stop this and just forget what you saw, okay? And can you just stop teasing me?"
He removes the zipper and I stopped it.
"Ros, stop playing games," I say to him, being scared and conscious.
He stops and he moves his face closer to my face, "Trust me, El." The way he said those, is so sincere and soft.
No, Ellis. Don't be dumb. Don't believe him.
No, Ellis. Don't. Don't fall for it. Please.
I loosen my hands from him, he removes my pants and only the underwear is there.
He gently holds my thing and he looks at me, "It's still hard." He whispers.
I don't know what face am I making right now, but the way he touches it left me a soft moan.
He's rubbing it, slowly...
"Is it good?" He whispers as he kneels in front of me, he removes my sneakers and socks.
"R-Ros, w-what are you-"
"Shh, I'm making you comfortable."
He says.
He raises my one leg and I gulped when he starts to kiss my thigh and between the skin of my legs.
"Aah." I let out a moan again.
What is he doing? I just can't handle this. I mean, I can't even think straight about what's happening right now. I'm too hard and I don't know if I should stop this or not.
I'm glad that I shaved.
No, no, Ellis, stop thinking about that.
What's happening to me? I feel so warm, so...
Horny.
Like I'm a cat in heat.
I can see his veins through his hand, the way he grips on my leg. Fuck. Why is it making me turned on?
"Lean, El, so it would be comfortable for you."
He says it softly.
I did what he said as I lean on my chair.
My hands are shaking, it is still on the sides of the chair.
He slowly removes my underwear which I stopped him but insisted on and kept up until he completely removes it.
Shit. That's hot to look at.
I can feel his kisses between my legs as he goes on with my balls and to my thing.
Fuck.
"El." He whispers.
"R-Ros."
I can feel his warm skin touching it, making me hard. Why is he making me feel this way?
This is new to me but... it feels so good.
"Aah." I moan.
My thing is wet and hard, it's because of his mouth, eating it whole. Fuck, Eros. How can you do this?
His hand is sliding up and down, faster, faster.
"Fuck, I'm c-coming," I say to him.
"Just come, El. All of it." He whispers.
When I did, he's already holding a tissue. When did he have one? Maybe he kept it on his vest.
My heart is beating fast. I cannot move. My legs are shaking. It's not my first time but... with him, it felt new.
He smiles and pats my head, "Take some rest, I'll be outside waiting."
I'm about to say something to him but he went out and I wear my underwear and pants.
Fuck.
What just happened?
My hands are trembling.
My eyes widen. Eros is my brother!
Why did we... he just... his mouth... his hands...
This is terrible.
My head hurts.
But what he did feel so good, better.
I lean to my chair.
"This is crazy. No, this is beyond crazy."
I said to him.
I stood up and I fix myself up.
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I said goodbye to my employees as they bid farewell as well. We closed the shop and I locked the door.
"So, you closed the store at 8 pm."
I was startled as I heard his voice from behind.
"T-their houses are far away from here, so I adjusted the time of the opening and closing of the store," I explained.
"Hmm, my little brother is generous." He smiles and I just noticed that he's wearing his casual clothes.
Did he wear that earlier? I didn't even notice.
I see a guy behind him, it's that Griffin guy.
"Don't worry about him, he's my friend. It's Griffin." Eros said.
"W-whatever. Where are we going anyway?"
Act normal.
"Where do you want to go?"
"I don't know." I looked down.
Act normal, Ellis.
But, I can't look at him that easily.
I'm awkwardly conscious around him after what happened between us.
"El." He said.
"What?" I still looked away.
He pats my head and I eventually looked at him, he's staring at me.
"Do you want ice cream?"
He said in a sweet voice.
Flashbacks brought me, the resemblance of knowing Eros before, and now, it still the same.
"Okay." I plainly said and he smiles.
I still have ice creams at my place, but buying ice cream is the safest option.
"I've missed this place!" He said as we went outside the shop.
I put out the money I have in my pocket and give it to him but he didn't accept it.
"It's my treat." He smiles.
"We can split it."
"It's fine, you can treat me next time."
I rolled my eyes.
He chuckles while eating the ice cream.
"What?" I asked.
"You just rolled your eyes at me!"
"So?"
"You never rolled your eyes at me, El."
I sigh, "You have to get used to it."
He chuckles again, "Yeah, and you too."
"Me too?"
He nodded.
Is it his personality? Is it his temper? Is it his patience? What should I get used to it?
I lick my favorite chocolate ice cream, I don't know if how many times I already ate these, I can't get enough of it.
"You're enjoying that?"
"Mm-hm."
He smiles and I looked away.
Why is he always smiling like that?
"Try some vanilla, sometimes." He says.
"I don't want to," I answered.
But, I tried it once and it was ONCE.
I never tried it again.
"Vanilla is amazing, you would love it if you eat it every day." He's smiling and I looked at him.
Why is it so good when he's licking that vanilla ice cream cone?
"What do you think? Would you try vanilla?"
He smirks and my eyes widen.
He's not referring to the vanilla flavor of ice cream, he's referring to something else.
"Dumb ass," I whisper and I walk away as I finish eating mine.
I heard him laughing and heard him walking from behind me.
"Where do you want to go next?" He asked.
"I don't know."
I don't know. I'm not prepared for this.
Just act normal, Ellis.
"Ah! I know! I know a place." He excitedly said and he holds my hand and takes me to a run.
"R-Ros, where are we going?"
"Just run!" He's smiling.
As I see him running, the motion of it is slowly moving, it's like I'm in a movie, watching his lover smiling but when he stops, I stopped as well and my nose got hit on his back.
"Shit," I said.
"Sorry, it's the red light."
We're in a stoplight.
The Griffin guy is still following us. He's not talking or having fun. Eros is the only one who's having fun. He's still holding my hand. In public!
"R-Ros, you don't need to hold my hand."
He smiles, "I want my little brother to be safe."
I looked away, I feel that my cheeks are red.
"It's green!" He said and we started to walk.
"Where are we going anyway?"
"To the arcade!"
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