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Chapter 52 - Chapter-52 I felt his heart melting

One day before returning back to our place , I sat in my villa watching the setting sun when the bell rang , I went to open the door and it was Varun.

"Hey, did I disturb you ?" he asked politely. "No you can come in ".

"Oh wow this is amazing , are you a painter ?" he questioned.

" No , painting is one my hobby , I like capturing things like this " I explained. "Ways may be different but both of us likes to capture the moment that we are living " his husky voice made me feel a strange connection between us.

"Please , take a sit , Can you tell me about your hobbies ?" I asked genuinely.

Yaa , I like swimming , horse riding, playing chess , photography , learning languages ".

"Stop.. stop.. stop , do you have this much hobbies or you are just kidding" I interrupted and asked curiously.

"I have many hobbies , as you already know I'm the only child of my parents and I had no one to share my feelings or to play with in my childhood , thats why I chose many options to spend my time , and that options became my hobbies"he explained deeply , I could feel the alone kid inside him.

"Do you have a girlfriend ?" I asked him to turn his mood.

"No not now , but why are you asking this ,do you want to be my girlfriend?" he asked me pulling my legs.

"No no I was just asking, if you don't want to answer , then its ok".

"I had many girlfriends , but I didn't love any of them" he said honestly with a smile.

" Is this possible to be in a relationship without love or emotions?" I asked surprisingly.

"Yaa , they all were with me because of my Dad's money and our status , no one loved or cared for me , they only need expensive gifts and I broke up with each one of them because their greed didn't have any limits " he said harshly about them. "I heard some where and believe too that , if we share a part of our life with anybody he or she took that part with him or her while leaving us ,did it happened to you ?"

"No I never gave a inch of my heart or a pinch of my life to anybody , they don't know anything about me except that I'm rich enough to fulfil their demands" he smiled in a strange way as he was trying to hide his weakness, his tears in front of me. I could see a 'weak me' in front of myself.

"They didn't deserve you, you deserves better and I wish , you will get your soulmate soon , you will get someone who can love you , care for you and make you happy forever and ever" I explicated him.

"I think so , I will get her soon. Okay leave it, do you have a boyfriend?" he asked me furiously with a smile.

At first , I got flustered and then I said

"yes I had ".

"Did you broke up ?"

"yes" I felt a little melancholy.

"It must be heart breaking because you were in a serious relationship" he queried. "Imagine how heart breaking it must be to suddenly stop talking to the person you thought you would marry" I gave him a despairing look as I was broken once by that things and it was piercing deeper into my heart while answering to his questions.

"It seems like he doesn't care for you or for your love , but did he really doesn't care for a person like you ? " he asked calmly.

"yes , he was a person who doesn't care if I cry, he even didn't care if I was alive or dead " my eyes were filled with tears and I wasn't feeling comfortable.

"You are looking disconsolate , are you okay?" he queried with care.

"Yaa, I'm okay , something our heart have some solid emotions which melts and come out as in the form of tears" I looked glum but later I cheered up and I smiled at him with teary eyes. suddenly he hugged me and said "you don't need to utter a word more , I can feel it through your large mournful eyes" he hugged me so tight that I could feel myself protected in his arms and I could feel his heart melting for me. I wish that moment would freeze there forever.