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Chapter 13 - Chapter 12.5: Kurisu's Feelings

Life for me was smooth until-

Right before I graduated from middle high my father told me I'd get engaged and married soon to somebody I don't know. It ripped me off. It suddenly triggered an uneasy feeling within me.

The more I think of it the more I got suck into depression, stimulating my fears.

I don't wanna blame my parents I believe they must have a reason for all this. I don't wanna think I'm being sold to someone by my parents.

This spiral of thoughts continued until I met Aki and his sister Kaede-san.

Kaede-san told me a lot of things about Aki. Like the things he likes, attitude and most importantly he's someone I can trust.

I didn't expect he would help me but he did.

The cafe date was truly amazing. I've been left thinking that if it's a normal date without my issues would he still agree to have a date with me?

Then the time of facing my parents came. He was bold and fierce talking to them. He was enthralling and made my heart beat so fast.

I think I like him. I wanna treasure him. He's the first person that ever made me go crazy like this.

But-

Does Asamura-kun hold the same feelings I have?

It went well. He managed to convince my parents but not sure yet if I'll have to inherit the family.

I'm really thankful to Aki for going this far for me.

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I don't like showing off my body. We have pool class today and it's bothering me. I couldn't relax at all. I've had a swimming class before but it was all in private.

I even made Aki worried. Haaah... I sighed.

I went to the pool and everyone is staring at me. I feel dizzy from all the stares I'm getting. Aki is looking at me.

But... He didn't praise me. I waited but-

Guess he's not interested in me like I thought.

Aki's body shape is unexpected. He toned it so well like a model.

He went to the pool and suddenly Takanashi-san approaches and touches his body...

Eh?! Aki is fine being touched by her? Are they close? She's even letting her chest touched Aki's arm...

Uneasiness swirled inside me. An unsightly emotion infesting my head. 

Is it Jealousy?

Aki came back and I gave a cold response.

I suddenly wanna dip in the pool to get rid of this unwanted feeling.

Minutes later I feel a sharp pain in my right leg. It cramped.

The pain is unbearable that I can't rise to the surface. I'm getting drowned. I can't breathe.

Til something touched my chin and a soft feeling kissed my lips.

I feel air surging my mouth and I'm able to breathe.

I opened my eyes and I see purple hair and eyes. It's Aki. I suddenly feel safer.

I hugged him tightly. I don't wanna let go. His wide sturdy chest.

And he kissed me... I-

His lips so soft as it touches mine

He's locking my chin I don't have the strength to resist

Forcing his lips on me

I lose to temptation and wanted it longer

What am I thinking?-

He did it to save me but-.... Aaaaaaaaaah!

I wanna bury my face on her body but he combed my hair up.

I wanna run away too far from him because of embarrassment!

I leaned my body next to him... With beet red face I have.

All the uneasiness I felt earlier was gone. I feel the sweetness that won't fade as it crossed my mind.