Hurts...
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His head hurts..
He felt like something wants to go in his mind, and it is a very important thing..
So even if it was his birthday, his A'Min is celebraring with him, he still chose to know it since his instincts is telling him everything can be more better and it has something to do with what his A'Min has been hiding to them
But what he saw was very shocking.. from childhood, adulthood, illogical apocalypse after a meteorite, abilities that he can feel, death of his love ones, teammates, betrayed, numbness, and the feeling of death with unsatiated revenge and anger... it all felt so true, as if he had experienced this all.. but he knew everything was different from this
His A'Min is a true kind person with a gentle and mischievous personality and a lot of unidentified secrets, his A'Min never tried to brake the family but want it to be closer and closer, and he bet his A'Min was busy on gathering supplies for the future..
He knew everything was fake but what happened was still undoubtedly hurtful..
And when he opened his eyes he saw his A'Min crying, he was a bit stunned since he never saw his A'Min cry then he saw him slowly knelt down and solemnly said,
"Boss! This servant transmigrated and came from another world! This servant did his best to protect the safety of the family A-a-and this servant isn't a white lotus!!"
"Wuwu.. B-Boss can even punch me and I can fully heal myself, buhuhu, Boss!! I also can give Boss everything I bought for the future.. I-I can even say bye-bye to mama and Papa!!"
His eyebrows twitch, he felt like he now fully knew his A'Min, his memories did came back but with the carefully cared current him, he can suppress his past life's emotions plus he knew his A'Min is different from the memories
"A'Min stop it.." He gently coaxed, unfortunately even if he can suppress his emotions his facial paralysis that was created in the apocalypse was inherited and was unable to give the right expression, which cause Li Min to cry even more
His forehead is full of black lines and sulked unadorably, this is really forming him a headache, most of all since his memories is different
His A'Min looked at him and then with a sniffing sound.. He laughed and felt that his A'Min maybe have always been sensitive and have a negative self-esteem but have a very strong will..
Thinking so, his heart warmed and then carried his little A'Min to his lap as he felt the stiff reaction of the latter then sighed
He pat the soft, silky hair then said in his most gentlest tone he can handle, "A'Min, I know you are different, there is no way that open book who can't act as a white lotus when no one other than his target is around will act kind and honest,"
"Even if my memories is mixed, my dear A'Min is still my one and only, plus you doesn't have the same name anyways, and you two are exactly different, you are honestly kind and obedient, you have a straightforward personality in the family, you truly care and love mother, father and Xia, you planned every single thing for the future and helped us when in trouble, you are my lucky star, I may not be able to kill my killer nor can I bear myself to hurt you.. so A'Min, can we still be the same as before," He asked pleadingly, he wasn't lying, even without all those his A'Min will always be the best, he can't be that person who killed him, and he can differentiate whether his A'Min really is sincere...
Everything will be the same, it's just that his heart became more and more obsessed and possessive he can only hide all these feeling, since this will truly hurt his beloved..
He felt the other party quivered, then shake as big tear drops and sobbing mess came out of the petite and slender youth at his lap, his A'Min hugged him and sobbed, as if part of his worries was solved
He smiled gently and hugged the person back, his eyes full of dangerous love that one cant help but shake out of fear..
A'Min.. since you chose me, no matter which world you came from, you can only be with me.. since if you ever tried to run, I'll make sure you can't see the light..
His thoughts dark yet full of obsessive and gentle love..