It is not a physical thing and yet it weighs people down so much. The lie may be forgotten but the shadow left by it will be remembered and grow. It leads to asking questions such as "Why do I always say I'm going to do something when I never do it?" or "I said I was going to do this why do I always lie?" being apart of that shadow means I become bigger more often than most would like. I don't have a choice but to grow and none can truly get rid of me. I am your self-doubt, your fears, anxiety, and your hate. Some may learn to shrink these down but others get swallowed whole. I am always there whether you remember me or not, whether you see me or not, whether you feel me or not. You can never completely be rid of me. I scare you and protect I am a nescity. I am a part of you for the greater good and bad.