I was just blinded by realities questions,
How could I be laid back to answer them all?
The walls in my mind are covered with bloody lyrics,
It is damn cold inside the palace I live in..
I keep running,
Running till my legs feel numb,
Round and around in circles..
The darkness keeps chasing me,
Now, why did I end up being alone?
My mind is occupied with things I don't want to listen to..
I keep punching the walls with my fists,
Till they bleed..
There is so much anger left me,
How much more shall I take in?
This world in my mind is a nasty place to begin with,
A palace filled with loneliness and desperation..
Emotionally abused,
Why must this take place in my life?
The scenario is not foggy at all,
It is just I do not want to take a glimpse of it..
I must thank you for the emotions I have in me right now,
But I wish I could burn you to the ground,
Let me take you to another world of mine,
I am definitely sure,
I can carry your ash around....
You used to bully me till you heard me scream and have a panic attack,
Now you are just satisfied with the way that I cried..
No, Do not worry,
for you will always have a place in my mind..