At first Lee may have thought maybe I was just teasing him, like we always do. He ignored my first resistant and went on to push himself inside me.
"Stop, stop..." I said and pushed him aside, he felt shy and quickly grabbed a piece of cloth to cover his manhood.
"Are you alright?"
"Yes, I... I told you to stop"
"I thought..." he stuttered then hoped to his feet. "I'm sorry, should I get another room?"
"Yes please"
Lee was ashamed and perhaps the memories of when he forced himself inside me back at Tong'an came crumbling down on him. He grabbed his robe and walked outside - finally I could exhale and I felt safe.
It's not that I felt unsafe with Lee, or that I was scared of him. But the mere thought of him touching me felt uncomfortable, we had been through a lot and I suggested we had time to get used to each other before it all becomes too much for us.
