For over a week I relied on the power of the dreams to keep me sane, Lee didn't come back and even the servants inside the palace started to get worried about where the King was, five meetings at court and I was the only one who attended without my husband by my side. The governors asked but all I had to say was that I didn't know where he was, nor where he went to. I sent bunch of men to look out for him, and they were yet to come back.
But I had Reiki and somehow he managed to take the stress off of my mind but still that didn't stop me from seeking further means of distraction, and this time was through the dreams that I was having. They weren't exactly dreams but manifestation of reality, I was with my other family on the other side - Yishen and my son. It felt real and almost alive, I could touch both of them, eat the food Yishen cooked and even on days he and I would get intimate.
