Si walked in a hurry and rushed straight to her room, then she closed it and bent down trying to catch her breath. Everything seemed so overwhelming and too much for her to take - even the strongest ones do need a time to just relax and let it all in. She wept that day and didn't come out of her room, however she did expect to be disappointed by Lee from the very beginning however she just hoped that everything would be fine with her baby. "I have to be strong for him. I can't be weak now and let my son down..." she reminded herself and at least she had a reason to stay alive.