The feelings of intimacy and connection are rare to find, not everyone gets to experience them from time to time. I don't know how do they come to be in such a way that all your life seems useless without that particular person, I thought I hated Lee, truly hated him but the second I laid my eyes on him all I wanted was to have him on my bed.
It may sound strange but that's all I wanted especially after staying for almost half a year without being touched by anyone. Sex to me wasn't just something physical, it was also mental and emotional. I wouldn't be aroused in any way if we didn't have that connection between us, I needed to feel first before I can feel a man in my bed. So when Lee touched my hand all the way from the harbor to the inn, I felt something which I hadn't felt in a long time - connection. And I didn't denie how I felt about it, I embraced it whole heatedly.
