Separation, it's just a one word sentence but with a lot of meaning behind it. Most importantly it carries the burden of anxiety and sadness - I thought I would cry bitterly and drown into sorrows all over again like I did during my husband's death, but I didn't. Yishen's words made me feel happy and full of hope that he was all right on the other side.
I felt my heart lighten up as if a budden was lifted, his words lingered inside my head. I read "I want you to find love and happy" for more than ten times and somehow they made me think about Lee, and I hoped it wasn't too late for us to pick up where we left off. I walked to the fireplace with the letter and bent down, then I tossed it to the fire and watch it burn as tears rolled down between my cheeks - it was the final goodbye to my husband and as it turned to ashes, I went back to bed and slept.
