For over a fortnight of trying to get to me and failing, Lee lost all hopes of ever meeting me again, and he was also heartbroken by the news alone that I wasn't his anymore. That I had left him to marry a prince who later proceeded to be a King. In his head he thought perhaps I forced myself like how many royal marriages took place, like they had always to be a reason which wasn't love or intimacy.
That gave him hope because he didn't know that I was in love with Yishen and our Union was far more than just political, but I on the other hand worried about my situation and the conversation I had with Yush Xi and Yae Lin concerning my means of carrying a child.
