"I'll hold tight so that I will never lose you."
A pang on her heart every time the line from years would cross her mind. The day when she felt bad for a boy whose parents had left him, after some years she had also lost hers. The grip loosened and she also lost her parents. The pain in the boy's eyes had transcended down in her body, soul and heart.
She also didn't know but she was reaching the point where she was afraid to feel bad over someone's loss. Feeling bad for someone at their loss meant she would also have to lose that thing in her life. The next thing she was scared of losing was love, the romantic, lovely relationship she never had yet she was scared to the skies for falling in one. Why? Being not in a relationship and still scared of falling into one. That was when she realized she was not scared of falling into a relationship, she was scared of falling out of one.