All of a sudden a lot of things are beginning to make sense...
My mothers insistence to marry me off to a man I had never met- a demon slayer too, how touchy the nobility were around me, how cautious, as though I were a bomb, waiting to go off at any moment. The way my mother had scorned me, sheltered me, looked upon me with disgust my entire life, as though my very existence, my birth, offended her.