Looking back, I don't even know if ever I'll have a boyfriend. But maybe yes…?
Well, why am I going deep into this? It's not like I will find any other man besides this man in front of me, and as if I'll be able to.
Let bygones be bygones.
I sounded like a poet here. Ok, let's stop thinking to things that impossible to change.
I unwillingly held Felix's hands. I felt his warmth through it and I was kind of embarrassed.
Normally, I wouldn't be like this. I even held hands with Jason, so how come I'm nervous now? Why am I nervous? There's nothing to be nervous about.
It's not like it's my first time dancing in front of several people…
I bowed as the choreography says so. Afterwards, with Felix underneath my hand, he pulled me close and I was literally caught off guard even though I knew it was a part of the dance. Ii cannot seem to focus and I could feel that.. my heartbeat is unstable.
