My mind shield had been broken open and the devil had penetrated inside it. I couldn't let him in or out for his overpowering strength in holding the wall up made my head hurt and turn.
I didn't have my chain to protect me or even heal any wound the devil had created inside of me, let alone the slowly healing cut on my neck. I couldn't get up and run away with his amulet as I felt strongly possessed. Maybe this was why I should have taken Lucas' training seriously and learnt how to keep them blocked.
I cried out loud as I couldn't get him out of my head. I couldn't stop him from seeing things and using them to create my worst nightmares. And I couldn't stop sobbing as I felt the pain pierce through my heart, mind and soul.