Throughout my life, I take things for granted. I would get angry at my parents and curse at them when they didn't do as I say. I would treat my peers as servants and slaves. I manipulate the school system, teachers, and principals alike. I saw everyone as an object. Only to entertain me and to make me happy.
Another day, leaving school, my parents text me saying that my driver will not pick me up and I should take the bus home. I text them to call another chauffeur but they did not reply. I was angry, they dear not to reply to me, so I cursed at them. But they did not answer all of the phone calls. I walked angrily to the bus stop while stomping my feet cursing.
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I was waiting to cross the road, the traffic was extremely busy, then I was pushed in the traffic. When I looked it was the slave brat. He dared to push his master I yelled at him. When I looked behind him it was my peers; They stared at me smiling and holding the slave's shoulder. The audacity of them to not help me up and not punishing the filth. They dare to be on a side of a slave; I shouted at them with rage.
Coming speeding at me was a truck and in the truck is my chauffeur driver.
'What the hell is he doing ' I said inwardly shocked at the scene.
'Is this a setup? '
Memories flashed before my eyes, as the truck, touches my tender flesh, breaking the entirety of my bones and reforming me into something from the nightmares of the people of the world. Then everything went blank.
Cannot open my eyes nor move my arms and legs. The feeling of touch, the sense of smell, my form of a mouth, the lost sight, the sound of my heart was no longer there, It was nothingness no I was nothingness. I was Trapped in a void-like world, minutes, hours, weeks, months, years seemed to pass by. I was isolated with only my consciousness and my degrading thoughts, I realized what a terrible person I am. I knew the only place I will go is hell.
Am I in hell?
Is this my punishment?
Many things went in my head to keep myself entertained.
Losing myself of identity and rationality.
An immense pain covered my soul, I wanted to feel happy that I could feel something but It was too painful. It was like I was shattered into pieces, needles all over my body, tortured with the need for me to cry out but I can't, I wanted to die.
Then I could feel my heartbeat, my body moved and I could touch, something like a sack enclosed my body I pushed through and I saw light. Walking out off the sack of darkness into the light, the sunshine beats my skin I find myself on a strange plant leaf.
The world was huge before me, the pollen-filled air and the freshness of grass I could not help myself and cry.
Remembering my olive skin and muscle figure I had I wondered what I have become since my death.
What was before me a creature with a green lump of fat, void black eyes, and many legs? Looking at the sundew on the strange leaf my reflection makes it clear. I am a caterpillar!!??!!