The random thoughts clouded my head, how could I completely black out and don't remember anything regarding Suraya and if we dated before, not really dating but acquainted, yet I had no memories.
Simon told me everything from the very first day I encountered Suraya to the day she moved in my house. How we lived and it consisted of me taking cocaine on daily basis and smoking weed, almost every day. Maybe that's what made me black out and I couldn't remember anything, the irony of the life I lived back then proved to be a problem. The memories came back slowly, in pieces but never a whole picture of Suraya and I living in the same house and doing all the things she said I did.
Instead of having self-blame, Simon preferred I took things easy. That day before Diana returned to Los Angeles from Boston, Simon suggested we went out to spend a night ─ in his own words "A bachelor party" and he was ready to organize it for me.
