Was I ready to get married? The answer was no. Not in any lifetime and I was sure of that, I never imagined myself as a married man. Coming home to a wife and kids, perhaps three or two. Build a home together and be faithful to her, I somehow felt like I wasn't that man. And neither was I ready to make a vow to a woman and later break it — because I would definitely break it, any woman who wasn't Diana I felt unable to commit myself to her.
Hence instead of having Tessa stressed about the future between us and what's next, I softly kissed her and lied. "Let's see what happens once our baby arrives. I want that too" and she had a huge smile on her lips.
