The look on my young brother's face reminded me of the time I had to teach him a lesson and hurt his beloved Sabrina — while he watched. The thing with these young men is you gotta teach them a lesson soon before they lose their way, and I knew if I were to save Simon then I had to teach him at early stage. I had to break him so he won't be able to stand up for himself and eventually think he was the big man of the house, cause I was the big man.
So, right there, with my gun on his face I looked straight into his eyes and I saw a scary little boy on the verge of asking of breaking down. I noticed something about Simon, and that was underneath all that strength and agility, he was still scared of me. Of what I was capable of doing — he saw what I did to the women who I brought to my house during the darkest of my days and I am not proud of what I've done. But, I cannot deny what actually happened during those days and again "Father forgive me, for I've sinned"
