So...
I've been staring at this not-quit-a-
light for what feels like some-odd hours and like I dunno, maybe 20min. Don't ask why it's exactly 20 minutes… I just really love my multiples of 5, okay.
Why am I explaining myself to myself?
Does that even make any sense?
...
Oh My God...
Why couldn't death be the end.
What's the point of an endless void...
Wait, is this hell?
The definition of hell was that it is a place of torment, right?
So maybe I'm in eternal solitude?
Nah, I don't think so, because why would the NotQuiteALight join me.
Also I was an partial atheist.
Well, it seems I've gotten bored enough to re:contemplate my existence and beliefs.
I think this is the most board I have ever been, wait no second most…
Now I'm ranking my boredom level.
Oh how low I have fallen~~ Woe is me!!!!
...
Oooo somethings happened!!!! The amount of NotQuiteALi-
You know what, I'm shortening the name for this to Not-quite-lights, has a better ring to it and is shorter ;)
What was I talking about again?
Wasn't it something abou-
It's doubled!!
I was originally saying how the Not-quite-light had doubled into two Not-quite-lights
And now there is 4 Not-quite-lights!!!
...
Okay this is starting to get boring.
*8 Not-quite-lights
...
Baby monkey~
Du~ Du~
Baby monkey~
Du~ Du~
Ridding on a pig baby monkey~
Baby monkey~
Du~ Du~
Baby monkey~
Du~ Du~
Baby monkey~
Du~ Du~
Backwards on a pig baby monkey~
You may ask, why are you singing a children's song about monkeys and my response will always be why the heck not :)
Actually I think that's my response for almost anything, whoops~
Join me my brethren~
Mwahahahahaha-
Oops, I think I should've been paying attention to the Not-quite-lights, they've multiplied to an unimaginable degree already!
I counted 64.
Hahahahahahahahaha
Did- did I just, try to trick myself.
You know what, let's not think too deeply about this. Hah..Hah…ha…
...
Omaygawd! the most exiting yet terrifying thing, in possibly my entire existence is happening before my metaphorical eyes!
The weird light thingamabobs are mOvInG TowArDs mE!
Hahhahaha! Help!
Well, would you look at that my non-body/consciousness, just absorbed the Not-quite-lights.
Guess they do no harm as I haven't keeled over dead yet.
Hahahaha
Get it keeled over…
I can't move!
Hah. Whatever, lost cause.
You know what, I'm not even going to question my weird habits anymore.
…
Mayhaps it's my imagination, but I swear to god, altho I don't believe in god and at the same time I don't disbelieve in god, so idk what I am belief wise...
Anyways back to the topic.
Am I going insane?
Or did I just get a bit bigger?
...
Well although I'm still not positive about my stable sanity. One thing is certain and that is that I have indeed gotten bigger!
You might ask "How are you so sure my dear, not so stable host?"
And I would reply to that with a: Well it's ether that or the 'definitely-not-a-light-but-Im-not-really-sure-what-else-to-call-it' are getting smaller.
Actually, maybe the thingamabobs are getting smaller?
You know what. I don't care. Shit's changing.
But. There seem to be more of them that I think I should be able to see due to the size of my field of vision.
Actually who am I to even think I can estimate my field of vision in a freaken void
Sigh. What is my unlife...
Haha get it cause I'm dead!
Nope okay… fine.