The next morning when I was standing at the stand I said to myself, "will he come today also?"
And to my surprise, he actually came again standing at the other side of the road. Since then I got to see him every day every morning. Truly speaking I also liked to watch him. Even every night I eagerly waited for the next morning so that I could see him. whenever I used to watch him I felt that as if a piece of romantic music is being played in the background.
2 months passed away, my situation was the same while on the other side that boy was not even aware of my existence and this was so disheartening for me(of course it was because I wanted him to look at me at least once). with each day my feelings towards him were becoming stronger.
finally, I decided to tell Ishi(my best friend ) about it. (she also shared the same van as mine her stop was before mine). I told her, "Ishi I want to share something with you, look at that guy over there, I really like him".She was so surprised and happy that she immediately asked, "Since when, how, why didn't you tell me earlier?" and of course as she was my best friend I had to give her all answers. she was really impressed with my choice after literally scanning him from head to toe.
she was good at this because firstly a lot of boys liked her and secondly, she had a boyfriend. so in all for simple and studious girls like me, she was a love guru(hahaha).
2 weeks later while I was scrolling my friend request list on Facebook I found his id with the name 'Ross swin' in the "people you may know list" I was so happy because at least now I knew his name, though I didn't like this name since it was his I loved it. I immediately tapped on in profile and saw his details(like:-school, place, relationship status, etc) along with his pictures with more than 1k likes and around 300 comments, especially of girls. After looking at all this my happiness turned into disappointment and I told myself, "Diya(me) you stand no chance in front of these girls." I was so demotivated that I didn't even have the courage to send him a friend request. The next day I told about this to Ishi. she tried to convince me to at least try but I accepted defeat before even trying. But still(to be continued.....)