'Why not wait'?
'You're so young by human standards you can come back again next year, or the year after that'!
'Tomorrow isn't promised Ava' that is the truth.
Zefria is a dangerous place where most people don't make it to twenty.
Those that do are shrewd and callous enough to sell their mother for food.
I don't talk about how I'm scared.
That if I stop now I would more than likely have a mental breakdown.
My time is spent walking a fine line between madness and hope.
If I halt my steps forward I will fall and I know it.
There is nothing I can do about it, there is only so much I can take before becoming a mental sponge.
Before laying down and letting my body follow its natural functions.
It happened before, I don't know what I was born as or where I was, as usual.
I just laid there and died, it took days.
Days of hunger and fidgeting.
Maybe something was physically wrong with me but at the time I didn't have the will to move let alone find out.
