I always said whispering "My life sucks" but I can't say it out loud.

Oh hi! you must be my imaginary friend. Let me introduce myself. My name is Mico and I am currently an 18 year old girl wondering when my destiny will lead me to be. If you ask me, my name is too short and weird. Yes, my name is Mico. I don't have a last name and just Mico nothing more nothing less. Just like my name, I am also weird.

I was born on a rainy day of July 31st. But I really hate the rainy season. I barely remember my childhood, maybe you wanted to ask me if I wanted to remember my whole childhood. No, that sucks man. The youngest me does not have a good family memory. Well my life is not as bad as the beggar or the orphans or the child who was abused by their family. You can tell my life is much better than these people. Maybe I should be grateful. But sorry man. I don't feel anything grateful for such a thing because I always wanted to die.

My education? Well that sucks too.

I live in a developing country. The government of my country is always looking for itself and does not care about the welfare of its citizens: they are rich bastards who have a lot of company and cooperation in mining our country's minerals. They may be richer than the richest man in the world Jeff Bezos. Of course, education too. Our education is much higher than in other countries around the 1950s. But then, this military coup. Our education system is the lowest of the lowest. You can imagine how it was. I will tell you more about my school life later. Do not worry.

My look?

I am not what you see everyday girl as a delicate female figure with long hair. My figure resembles that of a teenager with short hair, broad shoulders and a rather boyish tone, and I have poor eyesight, so I always wore my thick glasses.

My love life?

Ha ha, what do you expect from an introvert like me? Well, it's not like I never have a crush. I had one, maybe three. But with my looks, I could never have a boyfriend lol. Because of my childish figure and k-pop idol face (Oh! I'm not exaggerating that I have a k-pop idol face;) everyone considers me a lesbian or a boy. In my high school years, I even received gifts like chocolates and flowers from girls in other classes. I forgot to tell you that my school was a school for girls. Actually, I'm not a lesbian and am seriously interested in boys. So, literally, I'm single until now.

My hobby?

I love to read fiction books and cartoons. I like to draw. And I like to swim. I love watching adventure movies and my favorite actor is Benedict Cumberbatch. He's my role idol.

Well this is just a brief introduction to my life for you. Hey, It's my favorite song. Would you like to listen to it with me?

''Sometimes in our lives

We all have pain

We all have sorrow

But if we are wise

We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me

When you're not strong

And I'll be your friend

I'll help you carry on...

For it won't be long

Till I'm gonna need somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride

If I have things you need to borrow

For no one can fill

Those of your needs that you won't let show

You just call on me brother when you need a hand

We all need somebody to lean on''

-Lean on me, by Bill Withers....