The room was dark, the moonlight entered the room a little dim. I calmed down.
I looked around, everything seemed familiar, then there was a slight movement on the side and I quickly turned on the nightlight on the side to see who was beside me.
Who is it? When I saw the face of the person beside me looked exactly like Lin Yuan even though he looked younger than he remembered, making him shocked and dazed.
I pick up the cell phone on the table and look at my cell phone screen looking for today's date. It was March 22, 20xx. I was shocked, I felt that I was dreaming ..
Wasn't I at Lin Yuan's funeral and drunk there? Now I go back to 24 years ago where I just got married a month ago ..
I feel my eyes sting and my nose is sour. Suddenly someone beside me woke up.
"..hem? Xian xian? Why are you crying?" she looked at me in a daze and panicked a little. I feel like this isn't real.
"Did you have a bad dream?" She wiped my tears and I still stare at her, I can feel her warm hands, this is not a dream .. Now I feel reality.
"Lin Yuan .. Is this you?" he looked at me confused and answered.
"Yes .. It's me Lin Yuan .." I hugged her warm body, I remember the last time I felt her cold body and now I can hug her feel her warm body .. this, this is true Lin Yuan his wife, loved ones, and his life partner. .
I miss her...
....
Lin Yuan who saw her husband suddenly hugged her made her shocked, Lin Yuan thought that her husband had a nightmare so she comforted him like a child 'it's okay, don't be afraid .. I'm here ..' whispered.
Gu Xian, who heard him remembering his past, made him hug her even tighter. All night Gu Xian hugged Lin Yuan like a frightened child and Lin Yuan was like a mother comforting him.
The next morning, Lin Yuan opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was fine black hair and he could feel someone hugging him tightly as if Lin Yuan was a bolster pillow.
Seeing her husband nestled in her arms and remembering the incident last night made her want to laugh, Lin Yuan who often saw her husband with no expression when she saw him cry like a child, Lin Yuan couldn't help but smile ..
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Lin Yuan saw her husband was fast asleep, Lin Yuan secretly combed her soft hair and smelled good. Lin Yuan liked her husband's scent, it felt cool refreshing and felt calm.
Lin Yuan, who was satisfied stroking her husband's hair, tried to break free from his embrace to go to make breakfast. Her hug was so tight that Lin Yuan couldn't handle it.
Lin Yuan went to take a shower and went to make breakfast for the two of them.
A few minutes passed, Gu Xian woke up. After opening his eyes, Gu Xian found a large brown teddy bear that seemed to be smiling mockingly at him .. = _ =
Suddenly he sat up and looked around in panic, saw an empty room only accompanied by a brown teddy bear that came from nowhere. Gu Xian ran downstairs looking for that person's figure ..
When he descended from the stairs he smelled the smell of the food, the panicked Gu Xian calmed down a little. He is afraid that last night was his dream, afraid that it is not reality so Gu Xian looks for that person.
Gu Xian went to the kitchen to find Lin Yuan's back and light humming. Lin Yuan who sensed Gu Xian's arrival turned to look at him.
Lin Yuan was surprised by Gu Xian's messy appearance, usually when Gu Xian came down he always looked neat and charming but this time Lin Yuan was surprised by the appearance of Gu Xian who was still wearing messy pajamas.
He seemed to hurry down as if afraid of being abandoned by his mother. Lin Yuan who saw this was a rare sight .. She couldn't laugh in fear of embarrassing her husband. So Lin Yuan greeted him with a smile.
Lin Yuan: "Breakfast will be ready soon, Xian xian wash your face first and we will eat together-"
Before Lin Yuan finished his sentence, Gu Xian went straight to hug Lin Yuan who was holding the pot and spoon. Lin Yuan was stunned and could not help but froze in the arms of her husband who had suddenly become like this.
Gu Xian, who woke up like this, was silent and didn't know what to do, but he honestly and innocently said: ".. Don't leave me .."
Lin Yuan who listened to her was shocked, this was the first time she didn't know how to deal with her husband and without Lin Yuan noticing her ears were turning red, Gu Xian could see his wife's ears were turning red, Gu Xian smiled brightly and let go of his hug and kissed her forehead.
Lin Yuan's current expression: O_O
Gu Xian: "I'll take a shower first, wait for me .. ^ _ ^"
Lin Yuan who received it fell silent in a daze, until Gu Xian disappeared from his sight, Lin Yuan's face flushed like a tomato. He almost spilled a lot of salt while cooking.
....
After taking a shower, Gu Xian took his cellphone and sent a message to his trusted secretary and best friend, Tian Yu, that he would be on leave for a week.
Tian Yu Secretary who received this message was silent for a few seconds, rubbing his eyes repeatedly and wondering if this was a dream? His friend who is a workaholic asks for time off? （¯ 口 ¯ '） looks like the sun is rising from the west ..
Gu Xian goes downstairs to have breakfast with his beloved wife. Just then Lin Yuan finished cooking, when she saw her husband come down wearing simple clothes made her surprised and confused.
Lin Yuan: 'shouldn't he go to the office today? Is today a day off? '
Gu Xian who saw Lin Yuan stare at him in confusion explained that he took a week off to rest because he felt that overwork made him tired. Lin Yuan felt happy that her husband would be with her for a week even though she didn't dare to take a step ..
Even though they are married and respect each other, Lin Yuan feels a little sad about his married life, he once had a dream, to have a harmonious family. But it seems like that will never happen in this life because he is matched by his family for some reason and he also can't do anything just hoping to have a happy family.
Even though he knows most matched families end badly, have lots of affairs, affairs and rarely have any joy together. Lin Yuan, who has been married to her husband for a month, feels sad that she can't get close, Lin Yuan tries to be in harmony, only her husband is a workaholic.
He became helpless and could only live in solitude. Now hearing that her husband is taking leave she feels happy and continues to smile which makes her husband who saw her stunned.
After eating, Lin Yuan did the dishes but prevented her husband from letting her wash the dishes. The two people did not give up in the end they washed the dishes together. During this time Lin Yuan had the courage to ask the person beside him.
Lin Yuan: "So .. What are you going to do during this week Xian Xian?"
Gu Xian paused for a moment as if thinking something before answering: "I will stay with you .. I think I always ignore you after marriage and continue to work .."
Gu Xian looked at Lin Yuan: "I'm sorry for ignoring you, I feel irresponsible as a husband's role .."
Lin Yuan: "Eh .. I-that's not necessary, Xian Xian is busy working on it for the future. I'm fine, Xian Xian doesn't need to think about it .."
Gu Xian saw Lin Yuan smile and left him speechless. It's lucky that Gu Xian didn't return to those dark times otherwise, he didn't know if he could see his wife's gentle smile.
....
In the living room, a husband and wife sit on the sofa close together watching television together. But the wife is busy with the leptop on her lap.
Gu Xian feels bored with today's events. He looked to the side only to find his wife facing the leptop on his lap with a focused and serious gaze. Gu Xian knows what he is doing now considering the past.
This was the first time Gu Xian saw his wife's appearance which was so serious he thought it was funny. Gu Xian stared for a long time at his wife that almost made a hole in the face of Lin Yuan who was now too focused on his work.
Gu Xian looked at his wife's pretty face from the side, milky white skin, alluring peach black eyes, small sharp nose and plum red lips that seduced Gu Xian unconsciously swallowed his saliva.
Seeing his wife so seriously working that Gu Xian didn't know how to approach him, he never got along with Lin Yuan and also this sudden approach was afraid it would scare him.
But in the end Gu Xian decided to give up and follow his heart and instinct. Gu Xian approached his wife.
Gu Xian: "is it so busy?"
Lin Yuan responded without turning his head: "Yes .."
Gu Xian: "oh ..."
A few minutes later Gu Xian asked: "Is it still long?"
Lin Yuan: ".. it will be finished soon .. Is there something?"
Gu Xian: "oh .. no .."
The room was quiet again, only the sound of television can be heard Gu Xian suddenly felt sad being ignored .. Then he realized that he also often ignored him when working in his room, Gu Xian remembered when Lin Yuan tried to get close and wanted to be with him but he just kept ignoring him and often saw Lin Yuan's disappointed face.
Suddenly there was a sharp pain in his chest, he didn't know why but he knew that he hurt his wife that way. Gu Xian doesn't know how ...
So, Gu Xian forcibly grabbed the leptop and closed it and placed it on the table. Lin Yuan was shocked by her husband's sudden actions which made her slightly panic and fear.
Then something lifted her body and she got stuck in her lap ..
Gu Xian who reflexively lifted his wife to his lap and hugged him (imprisoned) from behind, he was also confused by his own actions .. (unconscious of instincts)
Because of that the atmosphere became awkward, Lin Yuan didn't know what to do and she obediently sat on her husband's lap even though she was stiff. Gu Xian can feel the body temperature of the person in his arms.