-Open your eyes, Andy- He told me softly. -I won't hurt you. -I was very surprised by his words. I never imagined that he could be cute.
I opened my eyes and saw him smiling from the side, then he leaned a little to give me a soft kiss, then I felt the pressure of his erection making its way into me, I made a face when I felt that stabbing pain, then he stopped a moment leaving me a little perplexed by his attitude.
Then I felt a slight caress on my clitoris and I looked at his fingers rubbing that area, and the heat rose again. While his fingers caressed my sensitivity, he was slowly entering my interior until he stopped the movements with his fingers, and he looked at me indicating that he was already inside me, then terror invaded me again.
-Don't get so tense- He said, whipping my thigh with his hand. - Relax your legs ... You are very narrow.
I tried to do it, but the more I relaxed I felt the hardness of him installed inside me, and it made me feel a little uncomfortable. He began to move slowly, while I squeezed my eyes tight, waiting for the pain that never came, on the contrary, it felt too good, so I opened my legs completely without knowing very well what I was doing, and he took advantage of that to still melting more inside of me.
- Oh God! -I yelled ecstatically ... He continued his thrusts nonstop. They couldn't believe it! He felt too good, I never thought that such pleasure could be real. For the first time in my life, I did not feel any pain, rather an intense tingling in my belly that made me delirious.
His thrusts were long and hard, I felt like dying when he took my nipple and sucked it with such force as if he wanted to take it off -Do you like it? -He told me without stopping ramming me. -If you don't answer me, I'm going to stop -And him stopped.
-No, don't stop Alexandro - I covered my mouth immediately, surprised by what he had said.
-Tell me what you want Andy, and I'll continue. - Why was he doing this to me? She was very restless she wanted to feel it again.
-Please - I begged.
- Sorry? I didn't hear you, tell me what you want?- He said giving me a single thrust.
-Oh God - I moaned - Fuck me, Alexandro, I want you to fuck me. I begged once more, losing the last bit of shame she had.
-Good girl -He said, charging at me again. - Is that what you want? That I fuck you like a bitch? - He held me tightly by the hair - Do you think you can hold it all? - What? He still doesn't have it all inside of you already? It scared me just thinking about it.
- No, wait- I screamed, but it was too late, he held me by the waist and entered completely, while I held the sheets tightly, and I arched when I felt him fill me to the bottom.
-Don't think I'm going to take it out - he assured, starting to move in circles, then he took it out completely and then re-entered it with force.
I couldn't take it anymore! I felt how the heat in my belly grew and grew, and I began to shiver involuntarily as he closed his eyes tightly, and he twisted me over and over again. I had never had an orgasm in my life, oh I think and that was what I just had, I felt in the clouds floating in the blue sky, as they went spasm after spasm.
-Your pussy is sucking on me- I heard him say but didn't pay attention, as it was at my greatest release. Then I felt him accelerate his movements while another orgasm approached, and when he came he came out of me, and while he grunted I saw him pump his penis with his hand, while jets and jets of that whitish liquid fell, on my belly and part of my pussy.
He stayed for a while breathing between cuts, still on me then he got up and went to the bathroom. He didn't say anything he just left. When he left, I went to the guest bathroom in even with trembling legs, and covering my nakedness, I cleaned myself and fixed my clothes, then I left the bathroom. -I'm leaving - I announced as I left, with the vague hope that he would ask me to stay.
He was lying on the bed apparently ready to sleep and he didn't say anything, he just raised his hand in goodbye and that's it.
When I got home I felt a little bad, for having reacted in such a way and I still did not believe it, today I had crossed the line with Alexandro and I did not want to repeat what happened today, but just thinking about it bothered. Why? How could I receive so much pleasure from someone who treats me like shit? With this last thought I went to sleep, my muscles were sore as did my belly, but the truth is, I did not regret it. And that was what bothered me the most.
The next day when I went to work, he opened the door for me and then he left ... He didn't come back until late at night, when he told me that I could go. And the truth is I felt between relieved and very surprised at his attitude, and the only thing that crossed my mind was what I have always thought.
1: The heat is over
2: He didn't like it
3: He is a son of a bitch who just wanted to feel more of a man, to be able to get between anyone's legs.
I sighed a little relieved, hopefully everything returns to normal, and all that was just one more of his whims, but why did it bother me that he ignored me? Wasn't that what I wanted? So why did it make me feel so empty. Maybe he was a masochist and still didn't want to accept it ... I pushed away all kinds of impure thoughts about the other night, because I didn't like the way my body reacted. I swallowed heavily, I had to try to forget that and not think again because I didn't like the turn I was taking. But ... I wanted that?
I got up early as I always and took a shower and dressed in some worn jeans, which I had bought in a second-hand store, because the man had demanded that I not go to work with as he says "My homeless clothes" because his house was not a charity center. I put on a green shirt with a star wars drawing and I put on my typical black ballerinas, as they were very comfortable.
I looked in the mirror and hated my reflection, I looked pathetic, I thought about letting my hair down, but then I changed my mind and wrapped it in a French jumpsuit, which I wore every day. I took my bag and went to see my sister because Alex had sent me a message saying to arrive around twelve, I was so happy since I had not seen her for several days and I knew that she would miss me. although the nurses and Doctors have become very fond of her, most of them looked at me with pity when they found out that practically I have raised my sister by myself.
When our parents died we had no one to turn to, only a distant uncle who had our custody until I reached my majority, since I was sixteen and Camila was six. Without money and practically without a home since the bastard, yes the bastard! I can't find another way to call the person who practically made shit out of your life. He sold our house and all the memories of our parents just to spend it on his fucking drug addiction and gambling.
I had to work and leave my studies in Animation and 3D modeling, to be able to bring money home, because if it were not like that the bastard would hit me and threaten to mistreat or send Cami away. Camila was like any kid and playful, which also bothered him because she always complained and tried to hit him, but I always got in the way and the one who was hurt was always me.
But one day all that changed.