She is my muse.
She is my love.
She is my obsession.
She is the only one I think of when I need to restart my heart and rekindle my soul.
I love her. I want her.
But why doesn't she love me?
Why has she been she so far away from me?
I was the one who first met her, then why is there somebody else taking my place in her heart?
I want her. I need her.
I want to keep her all to myself but I am weak.
I don't have the powers to make her mine.
I am not strong enough, but I'll do anything to make her mine even if it means to trade my soul.
Who can help me? What can make me strong?
Who?
At the same time, a sudden red light emerged out of nowhere and occupied his entire room. It startled the man who was eluded in his thoughts while lying on his bed. He looked at the red light warily and jumped down from his bed. A sudden gentle feminine laughter echoed throughout his entire room, yet he could hear the evil hidden it in.
"Who are you?" the man asked, his eyes narrowed down at the red light that was floating inside his room.
The feminine laughter stopped. "I can help you with your desire," the voice tempted. Suddenly under the surprised gaze of the man, the scattered red light condensed into the figure of a woman. The man was shocked yet alert. He didn't know what was going on neither he could see her face.
"WHO ARE YOU?" the man questioned again with his voice reaching another octave and his hand ready in motion, ready to strike the unknown odd womanly figure in front of him.
"Is that even necessary?" the feminine voice chuckled. "You cannot do anything to me, now. Lu Jinchuan, you are weak. Your powers are nothing in front of me," the voice mocked.
"I am not weak!!!!" Lu Jinchuan yelled, his eyes glaring at the red light.
"You are," the feminine voice laughed. "Isn't this the reason why she is not with you?"
Lu Jinchuan was startled, and his eyes flashed with fury. This was his sore spot, and he hated being reminded that she was in love with someone else. He hated it. And that's why he quickly whispered a spell and just when he was about to attack that red light, it spoke again.
"I can help you get her. I can make you stronger," the voice tempted him like a devil.
Lu Jinchuan paused and withdrew his hand back. He looked at the red light with wary eyes yet deep down in his heart there was a deep burning desire to get stronger. He wanted to become stronger than the man she loved. "Why would you help me?" he asked slowly.
The feminine voice sighed. "Why do you ask so many questions?"
"Before agreeing, I need to know what I am getting into," Lu Jinchuan frowned. Just because she said something he desired, he wouldn't trust her.
"Humph!" the feminine voice snorted. Suddenly, the red womanly figure jumped in the air and went direct through his body; right onto the position of his heart. Lu Jinchuan was taken aback. But before he could react, he felt a unusual sensation, a massive surge of power within himself. His entire body felt alive, more powerful.
"Y-you…." Lu Jinchuan was dumbfounded. He was too shocked to speak. He didn't know what to say. He clearly felt he was becoming stronger and more powerful. His eyes gleamed, and a smile formed on his beautiful lips. This was what he wanted. This was his desire.
"Now will you believe me?" the feminine voice asked.
Lu Jinchuan nodded. "Thank you."
"You don't have to thank me," the feminine voice said. "Helping you is only the beginning," she informed.
The beginning of what?
Lu Jinchuan was confused, but he didn't dare to ask anymore further. This red female was his benefactor. To become stronger, if she asked him for his soul, then he would gladly give her. The only aim, the only goal of his life, was to defeat that man and to obtain her
As if the feminine voice could hear his thoughts, she laughed. "Even with this amount of power, you still cannot defeat him," she informed.
"Huh?" Lu Jinchuan was stunned. Still not possible?
"This power cannot defeat him. But it can help you in obtaining her," the feminine voice said firmly.
Lu Jinchuan nodded. and expressed his thanks, once again. Instantly, the red light and the womanly figure in his room disappeared only leaving a wisp of white smoke behind. Clenching his fist, he looked at the setting sun outside the window and made a solemn vow.
Jiang Yu, you are mine.
This time, I won't let that man rob you away from me!