'Luna....Are you still sleeping?, Get up you crazy bitch. Its time to prepare Break fast.'

My aunt with loud and angry voice makes my morning wake. Am still sleepy, with that halfsleep i get up in my bed. Its early morning, the sun still raising. Put my hair into ponytale and went to freshup.

In the cold weather, the water is chill and its makes me shever but I want to freshup. With that shever I finished my bath and dressed up in my school uniform, the only dress am with comfortable. I usually don't wear makeup so i correct my hair infront of mirror.

In the side of the table there is pic of me and my father and my mother, I am ten years old and wear a red colour frock and with my left hand i holding my fathers hand and with right hand my mother's hand. The smile of us in that pic is the symbol of my last happiness.

That's my 10 birthday party, we are all in the picnic. In the way of return form picnic. In a long highway, Its a dark night a truck suddenly hit our car. By the fast hit of the truck the car rolled up and end by the side of road.

The car was halfly crushed it will catch fire any time, so my father took me out of the car. It was a middle of night but I clearly remember even now it's makes my body chill and shevering . My father went to save my mother in the car. They almost get out from the car but suddenly the car catch fire and its explored the fire from the car caught my parents they are burned in the fire infront of my eyes .

Because of that incedent am allergies to fire , wherever I saw fire suddenly I remember by parents and that pain it makes me uncouncious and even more painfull that made me think, how heat the fire and their pain....

I don't even know what to do in that situation, I screamed and cried a lot.

Its makes a great scar in my heart. Every day its an nightmare for me.

I still remembered the smile of my father and my mothers warmful hugs.

I lost my family and i don't know where to go. I ended up in my aunt family.

My aunt and my uncle and also my cousin sister scarlet.

I know they all hates me because I am a big burder to them. I order to compensation they make me to do all the households before going to school, and evening i worked in a part time job for my needs and uses.

I want to complete my degree in peace full and make a family and live a normal life like others.

I really loved and enjoyed to read fairytales!

That's the only relaxation for me.

In fairytales how many problems they face and sacrifice they end up a peace ful and happy life.

Like that my dream is to be an Fairytale in my own world. But in reality i always end up in a worst situation. There is no one for me just to ask "Are You Okay?".