Sometimes,we just feel so excited to figure everything out on our own.But it won't always work.some things are meant to be figured by time or other people may be,eventually.
We all have the urge of making everything better and peaceful,which is so good but how can you figure things out when you dont really know,what do you want from it.So there is a notion saying that some things are better to be left unsaid.
Donot hurry to sort everything out on your own,with your own mind.Don't rush things,be peaceful.Believe me,there would be constant pain,fear,anger,confusion about the things which we didnt figure it till now.But it is all worth when you finally see the conclusion.
Sometimes it is better to leave things not figured,enjoy the moment.In the end,it is going to be okay,not only okay but much more better than anything you have gone through.You got this and you are not alone in this and it is OKAY to feel the way you are.