As the hot water touched my skin and wet my hair and flowed down my body, I couldn't help but think of the words Nathaniel said. I don't know why but I always manage to make things worse with him and he ends up being hurt by my actions. I don't even know exactly what I feel and what I want from him exactly. I enjoyed our kiss and our little makeout session but I'm not sure if I want to explore things a little deeper with him. I'm not ready yet and I don't want to open my heart for someone not yet, the wounds that Tess and Josh left were too deep even if I moved on I'm not completely healed. He may be right, it's better if we leave it at that for the moment, I don't want to hurt him even more.
I got out of the shower and went to my dressing room. I stood in front of my wardrobe to look at what kind of dress I should wear to ruin tonight's party. Then, my eyes land on a beautiful piece of dress that I have never worn before.
