Shanie's Pov
Then I touch my lips before I head up.
This is absurd.
I know Alex is a nice person and a great guy, but I don't have feelings toward him even I can tell I'm always with him sometimes and I don't want to hurt him and he's special to me. And for Jay, I think I'm slowing like him and I don't know why.
I'm going crazy!!!
What will I do?
Should I both ignored them first? If I'm going to ignore them both they will ask.
"Uhm.. Sis, are you going to eat again your leftover ice cream?" when Nina asked me behind. Am I still downstairs?
I think it is.
"Yes and where is it now?" then I head to the kitchen.
"At the kitchen, on the refrigerator" Nina answered where she's heading on the staircase.
"Thanks" and I saw Mom, washing our dishes.
"I thought you were in your room now, Mom" while I'm going to the refrigerator to take my left over ice cream.
"Then who will wash the dishes?" right! 😁😁
"I'll go up now and good night!" where I closed the refrigerator.
"Did Alex head home now?" while I'm leaving the kitchen.
"Yeah, why?" oh! I almost forgot the spoon.
"I just ask and it's already night so might he can't get a taxi if he still here at this hour" when I get a spoon.
It's not ask Mom, you're worried.
"Really Mom!?" as I'm heading out of the kitchen.
Veranda..
"Is it soft?" Duke asked as I entered the veranda.
"What soft are you talking about?" when I sit beside Chanel at platform rocker.
"The lips of Alex, hehe" Blaze said. They saw us?!
"You saw us?" don't tell me even the slight confession, they heard!?
"Yes and we heard your conversation too" then we swing.
Why I forgot that our veranda is close to near to the main door and right in front of the road.
"As in all?!" where my eyes blurted out.
"Yes!" they both said in unison. Why I didn't think about that?
"Can you keep that secret!?" what is happening to me?
Why it turns out like this?
"Yes and what will you do right now?" Chanel said while we still unwind.
"I think I'm going with the flow, like you know" hope they understand me.
"Yeah, and don't worry, we're here for you but is it soft!?" Blaze said. 😂😂. I think I found a new friends that you can share like this.
"Hahaha" when I and Chanel both laugh where I'm already done eat my ice cream.
"I'll tell you later in the guest room, so let's go" and we all stand up.
"Ok but aren't you going to drink water, because you might get sore throat" as we're heading to the guest room.
"I know and I do have in my bedroom and I will get it later" then I open the door.
Guest room..
"Woah! It's updated and modern" Blaze said when we entered.
"Feel at ease and Chanel will be slept on my bedroom" as Duke and Blaze goes in the bed where the want while I close the door were Chanel and got sit on the single couch.
"What time we will do the project tomorrow?" Duke asked just as I sit on the chair in front of Chanel.
"Before we answered that, let's ask, Sha, if she have class tomorrow" and they look at me.
"I don't have, so we will do the project at maybe 8am but where?" then they look at each other.
"Here and can I ask you!?" Duke said. I'm feeling thirsty now.
"What is it? And I'll get first my bottle of water but who feels thirsty too?" when I stand up.
"Why you don't have library or study room?" I thought something about my situation either that soft again.
"We have but at this night, Kent was the one who is using it, I go get the bottles of water. And my phone vibrates before I open my small refrigerator. I took and look.
It was Alex.
The kiss was his prove?! But I'm thinking more like it's not just the kiss. Now, how can I treat him?
I can't imagine my life will going like this, from single some happy life to complicated one.
And what will I reply to him?
I need to drink now to reboost myself from the thinking. And they are waiting for me.
Back to Guest room..
"Here's your water" while I'm giving their bottle of water.
"Thank you" they said in unison as I sit. Then they open and drink.
"By the way, where is your Dad?" Chanel asked are she drink a few.
"He's just arrived from work" while Duke and Blaze covering their bottles of water after they had drink.
"How about you, Cha, when can you have a love life?" Blaze said when he change the topic.
"How can she have a love life when she doesn't have a boyfriend" Duke said and my phone vibrates.
"And how can she have a boyfriend when she's always with us!? Right, Sha" where I took my phone.
"Teach her of how to be you" then Chanel pinch Duke in his arm. 😂😂
"Don't mind their opinion, Sha" while I'm reading Jay's text.
"She doesn't need to teach because she's beautiful, kind and smart but she just lack of communication, hehe" and I keep my phone.
"Hehe, sorry Cha" and Duke and Blaze laugh silently.
"Its alright, Sha, because it's true" when someyooen the door.
"But you're a great person, Cha, right boys!? And what is it Kent?" it's Kent who opens.
"Are you going to use the study room tomorrow?" Kent asked where he's just behind the door standing and holding the door knob.
"Yes" as I retorted and looking at him.
"Ok" and he close the door.
"I think we need to rest now" Chanel said. And we stand up.
"Yeah, and don't mind our jokes, Cha, for us you are a great person, we had ever met" when Chanel about to open the door.
"I know and I'm glad that I met you, guys" then we head out and we head towards my bedroom after.
Bedroom..
"Feel at ease, Cha, I'm just going to change my clothes" while I'm heading to my mini closet.
"So, We will going to sleep next to each other" as I'm starting to get change.
"Yeah, why? We're both girls" does she feel uncomfortable!?
"Nothing, it's just my first time that I'll be going to sleep in same sex next to each other, you know" and I put my outdoor clothes on the basket beside the the cabinet.
"I see" then I fix my hair before I head out.
"I like your room" as I head back to the closet to get my phone that I put in the table.
"Thanks, and did you turn off the lights when I got sleepover with you!?" oh! I almost forgot to brush my teeth and wash my face.
"I think I used the lampshade to light in my room and yeah, I switch off" where I head to the bathroom.
"Did you have wifi here?" while I'm brushing my teeth.
"Yeah, are you going to connect?" as I'm about to wash my face now.
"I'm just asking" when I'm washing my face now.
"Who will you choose if someday they ask you" I just done washing my face but her question, is unexplainable for me to answer.
"Maybe Jay, because that's my heart say though I like to choose Alex" while I'm wiping my face of small towel.
"So, you know now" and I head back to the room.
"I think so, but I still don't know why I'm starting to like him" then I take a sit on the bed.
"Wait! How did you know that I am starting to like him?" and I look at her.
"I just sense it, hehe" oh! I thought she knew already before I know to myself.
"I see but I think we should switched off the light and we need to rest" where I'm standing up from the bed.
"Your right and I think I'm sleepy now" and she laid down as I switched off the lights. Then I laid down after.
Then as I woke up I feel a presence of a two eyes starting at me.
"Hi, good morning" Chanel said where she's still staring at me. What got into her!? And she's smiling.
"Good morning too" I think there's going to happen here.
"You startled do you that I already awake" and she touch my face.
"Y-yeah! Let's take a breakfast" and I chuckle.
"Maybe later, I want to do something with you" I'm getting nervous of her of what she was planning.
"With me? I think you're just hungry, so let's go" as I'm slowing to get up.
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