"What morning?"
"I am really sorry. Only if I had done this to you in the morning… things would have been different,"
"Done what to me?"
But before that happens…. Before everything happens I want to tell you something,"
Will it be different this time? Or the same as in my dream? She pulled me closer to her. Her arms on my neck pulled me closer to her.
"Only if you and I have some time in the future…. I would have liked to marry you, it's a proposal,"
I grabbed Gwen's back. Tears were not coming out. I have already experienced it.
"Only if we had life left, sometimes left in the future…. I really wanted to marry you… what do you say?" I stayed silent, "Do you prefer Doc over me?" she gave me a mischievous smile, "Too bad. She's no more. Your only choice is me now, One last thing..."
This is it. This is the time it will happen. I thought about it a lot. I will let it happen. I will let Gwen take my first kiss away.