I was still sitting near the grave thinking about the memories which I made with her , the love, the affection, the caring nature, how would I ever overcome it.
When I was young my mother always appreciated my interest in physics she always taught me to finish what I set my mind to.
And now I just laugh when I look back on those days, I mean I would barely pass on other subjects than physics chemistry mathematics and biology, but still she never scolded me for this I never knew why until I went home that day.
It was the other day from the accident and all the ceremony took whole day it was evening when I said I was sitting there near her grave, immersed in my own thoughts. And then a cold breeze of wind blew and snowfall started, I came back to my senses. I realized I had to go home so I stood up and thought why she said to save her right before her death.
And trust me that question revolutionized the whole world.
And that question troubled me most that time, I didn't spend my whole day thinking about it but I didn't ignored it.
After that I went home after wandering here and there it was night until I reached home and my biggest war was how would I go into that house which went cold in it's silence. I was standing in front of my house hallucinating my memories. I slowly opened the doors they were very big so I didn't need to open it all the way to it's end. I was hallucinating myself that my mother was calling me and I saw my younger self running towards her. I saw her chasing me around the dining table to make me eat all the food it was really hard for me. I ran to my room hit the door really hard and just shouted in my pain and despair I cried really hard.
Even now after so many years my tears won't stop by telling you this.
But then all my screams went in to silence, I fell asleep.
After approx 7 to 8 hours I woke up it was due to an alarm and I shouted,
'mom my coffee…'
And then I remembered and sighed because I knew no one would answer. But then I noticed something,
How am I in the bed!!!!
As I remembered I fell asleep in the ground, so how come I am in my bed?
And who set the alarm.
I looked at it was 4:00 am in the morning and I wondered,
Who would set an alarm so early in the morning?
Then I was reminded that I had to pack-up for Switzerland.
Maybe Mr. Christopher would've reminded the servants to do that.
Then I with all my efforts I woke up from my bed made it and I was shocked to see everything was already done. My bags were packed, there was breakfast in the table with a hot cup of coffee.
I was in shock, wondering who would do such thing.
I didn't gave it much thought because that was the least thing I had to worry that time.
I went for shower and when I came back I saw a booklet and an envelope in my table which was there from the start but I didn't notice.
So I got dressed up and sat in my study and slid both booklet and envelope towards me.
I opened the booklet first,
A note was stick written, 'This is where you deserve to go.'
I removed it. Opened it and I saw a really big school campus, and when I say really big means real big I have had already seen all types of big schools but this one, was an really unique and humongous.
And then I saw pictures of world famous people every type of world famous from writer to actor to businessman to scientists, doctors and what not and strangely all belonged to same university.
And then I saw all the facilities and the hostel of the school and they were really modernized housed with very developed features. And then I read all about the books and the streams of school. There was something really strange about that, I mean one student can only read one subject and then at the end of the booklet it was written 'no limitations and no syllabus'.
After that I took the letter and glanced it for a while thinking 'should I open it or leave it' because I knew it open and read it I won't be in the normal state.
But then with all my courage I opened it.
I will show it to you;
The letter inside the envelope:-
William I don't know how you are feeling right now I can't even imagine your feelings and I might never do. You are blaming me for all of what happened with you and you are also right if would have been there your mother might have been saved. And I am sorry for not being there. I don't know you will forgive me or not but I won't be bothering you to do.
Anyways,
Your mother once asked me for a promise that if anything happens to her I will make you a kind and successful person in this world. That time I didn't think something like that goanna happens to your mother, but you see how life is; it feels like she knew the future and that's why I am sending you to that university.
And why that university is meant for you and all the questions stuff going on in your mind, each and every answer is in the parcel, you probably have opened it till now so read it and complete your packing and get ready,
'oh I forgot, I already did your packing'
Anyways,
You're Dad.
LETTER FINISHED.
Finally, the time came when I had to leave for Switzerland. At 5:55 am I was standing inside the airport waiting for Dad, and then sharp 6:00 he came and gave me my passport, visa and the boarding passes of the flight and said, 'you have to leave and check inn now, at 6:50 flight will take off'.
I turned my head and started walking with the picture of my mom in my hand and I was just looking at it. And suddenly I heard a voice calling,
"William"
when I turned back and saw it was my dad;
he came to me gave me a carry bag and said "accept it as a gift from your father who died that day with your mother for you", then I took it and left for my flight and just before leaving for the flight when I turned my head and looked back to get a glance of him; he was gone.