Realizing these facts, Kence can't help but sweat with an ashen face
"D-did I unknowingly made Calter the center of my life?" Kence asked himself nervously while thinking about the things that happened to him for the past two months without Calter
When Kence realizes the things he had done, he let out a surprised gasp
"I-is Calter the reason why I am always in a bad mood?"
Now that Kence thinks of it, his mood has always been the worst for the past months. Every little thing will suddenly irritate him when he was not originally like this
"Noooo!!!" Kence cried out while hitting the bed with his head. He is unwilling to admit that Calter has this big effect on him!
"That bastard, even though he's not with me he's still giving me troubles!" Kence thought hatefully. Without him knowing it, his head was already filled with thoughts about his ex-boyfriend
Kence recalled tons of memories he had with Calter. They were always together whether they are happy or sad
Kence can even recall a time when they were talking too enthusiastically with each other to the point that Calter hits his head on a wall. Kence laughed loudly at that time
Aside from that, sometimes they also had a friendly boxing sparring match with each other
No matter how hard Kence tried to beat Calter, he never won a single match. It comes to the point that he childishly threw a tantrum and Calter had to coax him by asking Kence to hit him
While recalling various memories he had with Calter, Kence rolled in the bed and stared blankly at the ceiling
Now that Kence recalled that boxing memory, he was really childish yet instead of getting angry, Calter even coax him
"Hmm, now that I think about it, Calter looks really good whenever we had a sparring"
Since they are boxing, Calter is naturally topless in those instances. Calter has a toned body that doesn't lack whatever one would want
Even though Calter is not as buff as the beefiest guy, he still has a masculine body although it also has some feminine charms
Calter has skin that was whiter than Kence's own. His nipples were also a deep shade of red even without anyone playing with them
Not to mention, it was easy to make Calter's skin turn red due to how pale he is
Those things always drive Kence crazy, he loves seeing Calter's skin turn red all over
Suddenly, Kence's body jolted in shock as he felt something familiar in between his crotch
"N-no way!" Kence muttered dreadfully and quickly tried to remove the blanket covering him from neck to toe
However, due to Kence rolling over numerous times earlier, he had a hard time removing it and he almost fell down his bed
That made Kence frustrated and he accidentally rips apart the blanket. Kence ignored how he got the strength to do that and turned to look at his crotch just to see a big tent in it
"Did I just get h-hard while thinking of him?" Kence thought bitterly and he felt as if his world was falling apart
Not only did he unknowingly felt lonely with Calter's absence, he even got hard thinking of that man! How can Kence move on if his condition is like this?
Kence starts despairing before his mental defense tried to think of an excuse
"N-no, this is just a n-natural reaction! It wasn't that long after we broke up and Calter is ... h-he's really hot! This is just a normal physiological reaction!" Kence tried hard to convince himself but the more he does that, the more his mind was filled with Calter's body and voice
The thing that was already hard turned even harder than before to the point that Kence was already hurting
"D-dang it!" Kence cursed after he can't endure it anymore. He pulled down his shorts and underwear to free his little brother that is not so little
It was both thick and long, enough to satisfy whoever wants to have a taste
"I-I just never did it for months already. This is normal!" Kence justified his actions again and starts stroking his hot piping tool while sexually fantasizing about Calter
Kence had his eyes close while his hands start to move faster and faster. All sorts of erotic images of Calter entered his mind and his breathing turned rugged
Muffled moans escape from Kence's lips as he pleasured himself. However, despite the pleasure, it still felt kind of lacking
Kence is craving for more but there is no one here to help him
"T-this won't do..." Kence whispered to no one before turning his head to his phone
Kence gritted his teeth while swallowing a mouthful of saliva. He looks as if he was about to make the biggest decision of his life as he grabbed his phone and opened the gallery
Kence doesn't really like taking pictures that much but he has a lot of pictures of him and Calter along with Calter's solo pics
He chose one of the pictures where Calter was not wearing any shirt revealing his smooth body and the tempting pair of red beans
"Calter you asshole, don't blame me for this. You are the one that turned me into this!" Kence pushed all the blame to Calter as he placed his phone in front of his throbbing member
The image of Calter further stimulated Kence and his grip in his tool tightened while louder moans of pleasure escaped his mouth
Kence pleasured himself for minutes before he can feel himself getting close. The pressure in Kence's abdomen increases and the level of pleasure skyrocketed
Kence can't help but close his eyes from the amazing feeling. His knees can't support his body anymore and he uses his left hand to support him
When Kence did that, his hand coincidentally landed in his phone in time before he receives a call
As soon as Kence accidentally answered the call, his white juice came out and his body shuddered in pleasure
"A-aahhh C-Calter!" Kence moaned out the name of the man that he was fantasizing about before trying to catch his breath
"F-fuck ... what am I a high school student? I was not even able to stop myself and shoot it in my bed" Kence whined while catching his breath before his body jolted in shock as he suddenly heard a familiar voice
"Baby, did you just cum while moaning my name? Why are you seducing me?"
Kence initially thought that Calter suddenly entered his room and his head turned to look at his bedroom door but he saw no one in it
Kence even looked around him but saw no one and he let out a sigh of relief
"Fuck, did I miss him that much? Why did I heard his voice as soon as I cum? Is this the Gods' way of warning me not to sexualize anyone?" Kence muttered to himself before he heard that familiar voice again
"Baby, don't worry, I won't get mad no matter how many times you sexualize me. In fact, you can do that whenever you want to" Calter's voice was filled with a teasing tone but he was actually holding himself back
Calter misses Kence a lot and decided to call in hopes that his beloved will answer it. Calter just wants to hear Kence's voice again but who would have thought that it was Kence moaning his name that is the first thing he would hear?
Not that Calter is complaining. It's just that, it was both a reward and torture. How can Calter not like hearing Kence moaning his name?
Too bad that they are apart from each other and they can't enjoy each other's body
This time, Kence knows that he is not hallucinating as when he lowered his head, he saw that his phone is currently in a call. And the caller was precisely his ex-boyfriend that he just fantasized about
Kence felt that his world was falling apart. His every cell was filled with an enormous amount of shame while his body turned red from head to toe
Kence doesn't even know what to say. He wants to deny it but he found out that his lips were trembling and he felt like something was stuck in his throat
"God please ... if you can send me back to the past once, can you do it again, please?" Kence cried out in his heart
If he is still in a relationship with Calter, he won't be embarrassed at all. No shame will fill his body even if he talks about it with Calter
The problem is that he and Calter already broke up. It was even him that ended their relationship!
Kence broke up with Calter but he had the audacity to use his ex to cum. Just how much face does Kence lose because of this incident? He hopes that the ground will open up and swallow him alive
It wasn't even helping that Kence heard Calter chuckling. With how much Calter knows about Kence, he can guess the thoughts swirling inside the embarrassed man
Calter's playful side even decided to tease Kence with this. "Baby, no need to be shy. You can use my body as much as you want after I return. It's my fault that you even have to do it yourself. I'm sorry for my negligence" Calter said shamelessly. He already knew how Kence will react and he was waiting for it to enjoy!