My beloved has been acting rather strange of late; she has now, for the past few times that we have had a sexual encounter, gotten up and immediately disappeared from the room. The other thing that troubles me is that, and I know it is beyond what I promised, but I can simply not read her mind of what it is that she does go and do.
So to say that I am not frustrated and very suspicious of her behavior would be a blatant lie. There is that part of me that knows that she shall never betray me in any way, yet I do feel that the day that I discover the truth that I will not be pleased with what I find.
Now, putting this all aside, while she once more finds herself off to somewhere, I meet with Roberto and Edward in the kitchen, who is going to need some serious convincing. Yet I am ready to try, "My dear brothers, I do not often ask for the help that often, but I need to beg for your assistance."
