I'm nervous, he wants me to start talking but I'm scared. I don't want to scare him away. When he touches me and tells me to start talking, my throat constricts.
I take another deep breath and decide to just get it over with.
"Ok, well as you know I'm a wolf shifter. So is my father, Clay and my brother will be one once he turns sixteen. My father is the alpha of our pack, the Dark Moon pack. That means he is the leader, my mum is Luna, his mate. Clay is my beta, which means second in command. When I take over from my father as alpha, he will help me run the pack."
I look at him to see if he is following me, so far so good.
"As wolf shifters, our senses are heightened, more so when in our wolf forms. We all protect the pack from any rogue wolves that might want to hurt us, as well as from humans who could react badly towards us." Nai nods then looks confused.
"If that's true why have you told me? Will I be silenced?" I can see him start to panic so I stop him with a kiss. I hold his face in my hands as I lean back enough for him to see my face.
"No one will harm you, I won't let them," I say firmly. "You are my mate Nai, my true mate. Do you understand what I mean?" he shakes his head. I stroke his cheeks and smile.
"Every wolf can have a mate, it's another wolf or sometimes a human that we bind ourselves to through a bite. The mating is for life, but it can be removed. Though that doesn't happen that much.
However, true mates, like us, means that the great wolf goddess has chosen you specifically for me, from the moment we were born, we were destined to meet. You are perfect in every way for me like you were designed for me.
Mates are very loyal to each other, no one will ever tempt them away. It's almost like it's physically impossible for us to find anyone but our mate attractive or desirable.
You can only tell if you are true mates when you have sex. When the wolf cums their cock swells and almost latches onto their mate's prostate. It creates a deeper connection. Haven't you noticed ever since we slept together we've been able to sense each other's feelings? Yours are not as strong yet, but they will be once I mark you.
You are a human omega male, an omega male is a very special person. Omegas are typically for alphas and when they make love they secrete a special substance called slick. It's similar to when a woman gets so turned on they are wet." I smirk and wiggle my eyebrows at him, he blushes.
My mind drifts back to that night, his scent, his moans. The thoughts go straight to my dick, which throbs against the soft towel. I want nothing more than to push him down on the bed and take him rough and hard again.
I'm tempted to tell him the other part about being an omega male but I don't think it is the right time for that. Maybe, that's one of the main reasons mum is ok with us now.
Omega males can get pregnant!
Nai nods slowly, taking it all in. My breath is frozen in my chest.
'What if he can't accept it? Accept me?' I panic before Nai smiles at me.
"Ok, it makes sense now," he says deep in thought.
"What does?" I ask, confused.
"How easily you slid into me, it was my slick." To say I'm shocked is an understatement.
"That's the part you're focusing on?" I ask incredulously. He shrugs his shoulders nodding.
"Before our trip to the cabin, I did a bit of research. The most we ever did was kiss, but we'd never really been alone for a long period of time before. I wanted to know as much as I could, just in case. So, I knew that even with a lot of lube it still could be tight and slow going in and painful. I remember you slid inside me easier than I thought, and earlier you didn't use any lube, plus it didn't hurt as much as I thought it would."
I'm sitting with my mouth wide open, I'm sure I look like a mixture of a deer caught in headlights and a stunned fish. I have just told him I can shift into a wolf, that he is my fated mate and he just focuses on how easy my dick slides into his hole.
"Are you serious?" I ask him. "You heard what I said right? About you being my mate?" He nods and smiles.
"Of course I did," he says so easily.
"And you're ok with that?" Nai nods with a shrug of his shoulders.
"Yeah why wouldn't I be?" he tells me as if he couldn't understand why I would be asking him such a stupid question.
I take hold of his hands and look him straight in the eyes. His eyes wandered down to my lips as I spoke.
"Because it's forever Nai. If you choose to be with me, if I claim you, mark you. Then you will be mine forever, and I would be yours. You will never be able to leave me. Fated mates mean forever, never apart. Only death could do that," I explain.
"If you can't do forever then we can just be friends, I will be whatever you need me to be. As long as I have you in my life, I will do whatever it takes to make you happy. Even if that means watching you with someone else, it will hurt but I would do it."
He lifts one hand to my face and strokes it gently. A small tear falls down one of his cheeks.
"Asher," he says with a sigh. "I love you, why would I want to be with someone else. Who can say with absolute certainty that their love will last forever? Well, now I can. I know I can trust you completely, I know that no matter what happens in the future I will always have you."
Tears are sliding down my cheeks now, I turn my head and kiss the hand that is still holding my face. I don't speak, I can't even if I tried. Leaning forward I capture his lips in a slow, soft kiss. Poured everything I feel for him in that kiss, hoping he understands.
Nai kisses me back just as passionately, and soon the heat bursts through us again. However, this time it's a slow burn, one that consumes us just as strongly.
"Nai!" I moan into his neck as I kiss and tease his flesh. He moans into my ear as he pushes me backwards. I fall onto my back as Nai looms over me.
Our lips connect as he pushes his body flush against mine. He fumbles with our towels, never letting my lips go. Soon I can feel his hardening cock sliding against mine. I'm just about to turn us when he moves back and brings his knees up. He is now straddling my waist.
He lifts himself up and moves one of his hands behind him. I can smell his slick and my eyes burn with fire as he brings his hand back, now wet with his slick and starts rubbing my cock.
"I want you!" he moans.
"I want you to pup!" I tell him in between pants. "But we need to get some protection," I hope he understands what I mean. Nai shakes his head violently.
"I want to feel you, all of you with no barriers," he explains. I lift a hand to cup his cheek.
"Baby, I would love nothing more than to be bare and balls deep inside you but we can't," I say with a groan as his grip tightens.
"Why not?" he pouts his bottom lip poking out. God! He looks so fucking cute! I sit up and nip that lip.
"I will cum inside you Nai," 'Please understand!' I beg, in my head.
"So, what's wrong with that? I've never been with anyone else so I don't have anything you need to worry about," he pauses. "Do you? Is that why you won't?"
He sounds so sad when he says that. I kiss him hard, only pulling away when I'm sure he is breathless.
"Nai, I've never been with anyone either. That's not why." He looks relieved then confused.
"Why then?" he asks.
The hand that is still on my cock has become distracting. I grip both his hands in mine, moving the one on my dick off, before taking a deep breath. Which isn't a good idea. The scent of his slick on his hands and my dick is too strong.
"Nai," My voice strained. "There is one more thing that can happen with an Omega male, especially a fated mate. Omega males can become pregnant," I explain. Nai's eyes widened, understandably, in shock.
"What!" he stammers. Now it's his turn to look like a deer caught in headlights and a stunned fish.
"Centuries ago, a wolf pack was only believed to be strong when their Alpha had a mate and could produce an heir. Alpha's are especially strong and powerful, only their offspring could take on the heavy role. However, some alpha's didn't have children that were alpha's, some had no children at all. Some, like me, had male mates. All of this caused in-fighting and pack wars.
Omega females were highly prized but omega males were considered a curse, an abomination. Many older people believed an omega male would only bring bad luck, they would confuse the males when they went into heat. They believed the seed would be wasted on them. Many omega males were killed or exiled.
Over time I think the Moon Goddess decided to bless the omega males with the ability to have children so that they can be seen as good mates.
That's why mum was a little upset when she learned about you and me. Not because she hated that I loved a man, but that I wouldn't be able to have my own family. I wasn't worried as there are always wolf pups that need a home, because they have lost theirs.
Once I told her about you being an omega she understood, she realised the Moon Goddess knew what she was doing when she paired us."
Nai looks like he is thinking it over whilst I wait. Being together forever may be ok for him, but the idea that he can have a child. That can be a bit too much. I'm worried that it will be too strange, too much.
"So, one day we can have our own child?" he asks me in a quiet voice. It's so quiet that I almost didn't hear it, even with my wolf hearing.
"Yes, but only if you want to. I will be perfectly happy with adopting if that's what you want." The last thing I want is to make him feel any pressure. After all, we're both still in high school, who knows if he has even thought about having kids.
I know I have, the second I smelt his scent I pictured our family. Then when I smelt his slick, the kids I imagined now looked like us both.
"You would be ok with not having a child that was your blood?" he asks me.
"I will give my full heart to whoever you want to call mine. If it's one you carry or one we adopt, I will love them completely."
"If... If... if I have a child, they could be deaf too," he said his voice sounding so meek.
"So? They could be born blind, have problems with their heart even have autism or they could be nothing wrong with them. It doesn't matter, either way, no matter how they are born I will love them unconditionally because they are yours and mine.
Your deafness isn't a disease Nai. You said that you became deaf after an accident and even if you were born deaf, I still love you!" I say firmly. He nods as a stray tear falls down his face, I wipe it away.
"I won't be like your dad Nai, I won't leave my love and child no matter what," he smiles weakly at me. I wrap my arms around him and lay us down. We stay like that for the rest of the night, just holding each other.