"Yes, it's true, but just take it as a formality. After all, grandparents's grandchild is already very smart."
"Formality ...? Hemp ... that's right, I agree," Hansen said firmly.
The important thing is I can find out the identity of my father, he continued to himself.
"What other sneaky plans you want to devise in your little mind, Little devil? Whatever you plan to do with your computer, don't expect it to happen if you don't go to school!" Achiera threatened, when she saw Hansen, who for a moment was dumbfounded himself.
"Huh, Mami too likes to think negatively of me! I'm trying to remember someone I saw earlier," Hansen said.
"Someone, who?"
"A little kid who seems to be the same age as me and she is very similar to Mami, even earlier I almost thought that Mami was getting smaller again, ha ha ha ..." Hans laughed.
However, Achiera was dumbfounded instead thinking about what Hansen had just said. "W-where did you see her?"
"Not far from Mami's company, but it was only a glimpse of me to see her, because she immediately got into the car with a grown man, maybe her papa."
"Adult male?" Achiera muttered, "Hansen, what is her face like, does she really look like Mami?"
"Yup, but her hair color is similar to mine. What's wrong Mami?"
"The man with her? Did you see him?"
"No, because the man was from behind, while the little girl came from the front wanting to chase the man."
Achiera was stunned for a moment, making Hansen and Sun confused.
"Mami, what's wrong? It seems that Mami is very interested in that little girl. Does Mami think that she is Mami's child? Did Mami give birth to two children at once but one was lost or taken by someone like in the novels that Mami always read? What kind of story is it? Does it exist in the real world?" Hansen sneered.
Achiera was aware, she herself was confused why suddenly seemed interested in the child Hansen told her about, it was clear that at that time only Hansen was born, and even if she gave birth to 2 children, the nurse must have said it.
What am I stunned for, Achiera thought as she massaged her forehead
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In a room on the balcony to be precise, Achiera was contemplating with a cup of coffee in her hand.
Her mind drifted away trying to find the difference between her son and Hans. Too alike, and difficult to distinguish.
It's been 6 years, and until now there is no clarity in my own heart about all of this. I've been living in Hans's shadow all this time, She thought.
"What makes you daydream, child? What's bothering you?" Sun asked, who suddenly entered.
Achiera woke up from her reverie. "Ma'am hasn't slept yet," Achiera asked.
"You have not answered Mother's question, but have presented other questions."
Achiera chuckled, then she took a sip of coffee. "Nothing I think about, it's just that I'm trying to find the difference between Hans and Hansen," - Achiera smiled bitterly - "apparently nothing is different at all."
"Are you missing Hans?"
"No, really ... Not longing for him, just seeing Hansen made me think of him. Apart from their dominant faces, attitudes, traits, ways of speaking, and even intelligence, they all followed in Hans's footsteps. I just thought, why God allowed me to get away from Hans but gave me the small version, what's up with all this. Does Fate want to punish me or does this mean that forever I can't get away from Hans? I'm a little confused. "
"Then, are you bothered by Hansen who even resembles Hans?"
"Hans is Hans, Hansen is Hansen, even though they are very similar though, they still mean different things to me. Hansen is my life, my life, and he cannot be compared to Hans. Hansen, is like the heartbeat that I carry wherever I go. And Hans, only a conclusion, I have finished the story about him, even though it can't cover up that Hansen is his son. "
"Then why don't you tell him about Hans? He also needs to know who his father is."
"I understand Ma'am, there will be a good time for me to tell Hansen who his father is, but later when I make sure that Hans never rejects him. I also won't be possible to keep Hansen away from him, my problem with Hans, it's only between me and him, has nothing to do with Hansen. "
"You know yourself, Hans really wants children and family, if you say Hansen is his son, how could he possibly refuse. He can also do a paternity test on Hansen if he is in doubt," Sun said.
"That's what I don't want to happen. I don't want Hansen, who came before Hans saying he is his son, all I want is Hans to look for Hansen. Even though we will not be together, can't he find his flesh and blood?"