I had chosen to leave my home scared that my presence who put my family in danger I was hore an embrasement to my family a poison that needed to be removed
I didn't say it but knew they felt it plus it was better this none would get hurt because of my foolishness plus would love a former prositute Riley was decieving himself. If thinks he can love someone like me, I will only cause him pain and shame it didn't matter that I was forced into this life by sex trafficking cartel all people judged for who I was not who I was now that's why I had to leave
if people found that Riley was dating a former hore he would loose all his business associates it hurts for me to loose the man I love but it was better this way the head of the trafficking cartel that is looking for me would kill him he was so obsessed with me and if ever found out that Riley touched me he would skin his body alive chop his body into pieces and feed it to his dogs I had to be strong I can't go back no matter what
I had to change my name the first thing I did when I reached bostwana was changed my name to Lucy Myers my back story was that I was a journalist visiting report about beautiful tourist destinations in bostwana I had dyed hair black blue contacts with fake glasses and loose fitting librarian stlye clothing I basically looked like a grandma there was nothing about that would intice a man to look at me cause I was basic
there was nothing about me that would make man like me I was confident that one would recognize me making me safe and protected 2days had already passed and already had job quality tester in a manfacturing company and life was good the only bad thing about that she but two days without talking to the man you love felt like life time you can't even function but with time went on I learnt to kill my emotions cause even if I loved him and he loved me too I would only cause him nothing but pain
Carlos and the boss had were close to finding me all because of four letter word called Love turns out Julie was there spy that her joining the company and becoming Riley's girlfriend was all plan set out by Dragon the head of the cartel that Riley's actual girlfriend Lucy Garcia was killed and plastic surgery was made to make her look and sound and act like Lucy
but she was actually Fernada a highly trianed assassin the worst of the worst set to watch me and kill Riley but as months went by she fell in love with him and couldn't not flow through she hopped to win Riley's love but she failed cause I Riley loved me not her so she made life difficult threatening to reveal that I was the red daimond which made me her slave
when I couldn't take it more I decided to resign that's when things went horribly wrong cause that was same day Fernada found me in the office in a compromising position with Riley as we were about to kiss
Noticing this I ran out of the office , that's when Lucy now Fernada told me who she was and forced me into self imposed exile or she would kill my parents and everyone I held most dear especially Riley she wouldn't flinch so I ran way
leaving a letter I know would hurt them but t had no choice but to run the way it has been months since have been home, I thought the pain of loosing him and my family would be gone but it it was eating me live like a sore but I had endure it
I even denied myself inform of technology to avoid watching the news cause if anything happened to Riley I wouldn't be able to resist the urge of helping him which could only harm them thoughI missed him so dearly and my love would only cause him pain
so like I matter . I tortured myself to keep him safe , life was unfair to me I thought after all I went through in captivity under the creason cartel I would get chance to be happy but as my luck would have it I was to have miserable all my life
but I rather that than loose my family or the man love so I went dark giving up on technology or anything modern with only one choice to Never return home cause I was curse and any one who got close to me would die
so I rather suffer than another person die for me like sister so no matter how much it hurt to keep from Riley and my family it was the only way to keep them safe from poisonous person like me though it was killing me