The week was extremely slow, I dread going to school to see Lucien and Freya acting like lovesick puppies, Lucien never for once try to reach me, to at least tell me a lie about what happened, he barely looks at me.
There is no day I don't wonder why he approached me, because it doesn't make sense to me, the only I could think of is revenge for his sister, she already told me she hopes I don't regret it if this is what she is talking about, I do regret it, I wish I could turn back time then I will have never fallen for Lucien.
Linda and Janet have been the best friends ever, they sleepover at my place, we go to school together, they take a turn in going home to make sure I am not alone, Janet even made a dartboard with Lucien face on it and we throw dart pins to make me feel better. Mrs. Jackson tried to also console me.
Days turn to weeks, today is another full moon, Mrs. Jackson explains to me that werewolves feel the pull of the moon, forcing them to change, that was why she asked me to stay at home the last full moon because she guessed that what then would probably happen, I and Mrs. Jackson are going to my grandmother's house because it is in a remote area with lots of trees, she said that's the best place for me to be in case I go through my transition today.
Seeing my grandma's home, the place I grew up in brought back many fond memories of I and grandma that I will forever cherish Mrs. Jackson brought chains and fixed them in the basement, she said once I am in my werewolf form, there are high tendencies of going wild because I had been locked in for so long and if I go wild I could kill someone or bite someone, thereby turning them, she said confirming what I researched is true.
The thought of killing someone or turning someone into what I am made me agreed to be chained, not that I like it. So far I hate being a werewolf.
Once the full moon was near, Mrs. Jackson chains me and according to her started using magic to safeguard the area, in other words, she is making a magical barrier in case the chain is not strong enough to hold me back.
I start to feel hot just like the previous time, then pain as my bones start breaking, this time seems to be worse than then, Mrs. Jackson said something about the fact I am coming to accept what I am so the change is likely to happen, hence we are here.
I felt my finger's length increasing then claws coming out replacing my nails, my hands look hairy. I felt my feet twisting, I could feel my ears elongating, I freak out, what the hell am I turning to, the transformation seems to stop making me look half-human, half creature.
"Silver, you must accept the change for it to happen." I don't plan on being stuck in the middle of the two forms so I welcome the change.
Then change is now complete, my vision was very sharp, I could see very clearly, my ears seem to work better, I could hear movement outside in the forest, animals heartbeat, I was even aware of my own and Mrs. Jackson heartbeat. I turn to look at her, she looks in awe.
"Wow! You are a very rare one Silver. The color of your wolf is very magnificent, Silver, befitting your name, she places a mirror in front of me, then I saw the wolf in my dreams looking at me, she doesn't look sad anymore, so I was dreaming about my wolf.
Then I smelt blood, I looked up to sniff where it was coming from then I saw Mrs. Jackson with raw meats that still had blood on it, she put it in a cooler she throws a piece of the meat to me, I don't want to eat that, but when the smell became stronger, I felt hungry and ravished the meat, I wanted more, I didn't have to ask before she threw more to me, I ate like I was deprived of food for a long time, after her feeding me the whole cooler, I was satisfied, but felt like running but couldn't, I howl my sadness, after some time I begin to change back to human, I was naked, my clothes were shredded not that I was not warned, Mrs. Jackson covers me with a blanket,
"You did exceptionally good for your first change, you are indeed a very strong alpha female, you didn't even try to break the chain.
"I briefly had the urge to but I was scared of hurting you."
I pick up the mirror she had previously placed on the floor for me to look at my wolf, I still look like me only my hair is all white now and my Silver eyes are more pronounced, I look more beautiful also, but I will have to dye it back to charcoal black and use contact because I won't want to be called a freak.
"You said Silver wolves are rare."
"Yes they are, only one Silver wolf was recorded to have been sighted, Selene's daughter."
"Selene, the goddess, she had a daughter?"
"Yes, she did, her only child."
"So when you said she passed her gift to her children, you meant it figuratively."
"Not, while other werewolves were made, her daughter was born one."
"You must be a direct descendant of Selene's daughter, so you are one of the original werewolves, that's the reason your werewolf is very dominant and has control."
I felt lighter, more strong even in my human form, I must also control it, don't want anyone to find out what I am.
I am starting to love being me, a werewolf, maybe because I feel very free and happy. I smile, this is a new me a werewolf princess, because my grandma always said I was a princess.
I went to my old room, except for what I took from the room, my other stuff was still in the box I packed it in. I pulled out my old dye and applied it to my hair, I love my white hair but I have no choice but to dye it black. I sign.
Now that I am starting to accept my identity, I am curious about my parents were my mother's wolf Silver, or maybe my dad's, since I got the gene from one of them.