She had no idea how she managed to keep standing as she continued to stand there, immobilized outside the room. She almost fell on the floor upon hearing all of those things about her. But she held on to the door.
She never thought that Nick felt that way. She always believed that he loved her. She never had a clue that he was a good actor, and he was only using her to get what he wanted.
And then whatever happened inside that bedroom, she always thought he also enjoyed every minute of it. But hearing him despised her and laughed at her sexual experience was very humiliating.
She suddenly started questioning herself, her worth as a person. Did he even love her for a little bit? Did she even have true friends? Friends who were there for her because of who she was and not because of what she could give?
