2021
Every day, I ask myself, "Why did I fall for him?" Was it because of his bright smile, which brightens my day, or his azure eyes, that is filled with truth? Well, I believe it's simply because it's him.
Someday, you'll meet someone you'll fall in love with for the rest of your life, someone who will make you look forward to the days ahead.
But the truth hurts; sometimes the person you love won't ever love you back, and it will be painful. But what can you do? It's not like they were obligated to fall for you in the first place.
That is why despite me not be able to express my feelings, I am contented to remain by his side, or so I thought. Seeing him with someone else hurts a lot. But what can I do? I'm just a friend to him, after all.
Now that I think about it, that's probably why I confessed. Perhaps a part of me wanted to believe that he, too, might love me, or at the very least come to love me.
Ah, I'm reminiscing about those days yet again. When am I going to be able to move on, I think to myself, knowing too well that I already know the answer. I awoke from my trance and stretched, aware that I have once again daydreamed, I should really stop this habit of mine. Let's get back to work, shall we...