The darkness made me come to terms with myself. I thought about things that I wouldn't have thought otherwise. But I still hate it..
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'Okeey! heep ho , let's go... Spiders shall r..., ah! but before that I need to be able to move first. Wew!'
I sigh as I know it will be a while till i move.
But my instincts keep telling me to move, like there is voice urging me to move whenever I stop, if I rest I die, so I struggle with all the might I have available, and as a result I am easily tired, I don't know if my struggle amounted to anything but I don't care, cause I'll struggle as much as required to see the light of life again.
After I have regained enough energy the struggle starts anew.
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'Yay! finally.'
A bit of time seems to have passed and starting from my hind legs all my legs have broken free from the egg.
'Eek! something just touched my legs.' That startled me for a second.
'Ah! it must be my siblings or more eggs.' I realised after more of them touched my legs. That is really encouraging as imagine myself surrounded by hundreds of spid- no siblings struggling just like me.
'Let's go brothers and sisters and break free from these chains.' With a motivational shout I keep struggling.
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'Ummm! Slurrp! S-Slurrp!' what am I doing? eating(drinking) of course, what? the egg. Of course I gotta eat something to stay alive right and this egg is all I can eat, but I don't mind cause it's supperr tasty, and also the faster I eat faster I will be freed, since my head is surrounded by the egg.
'And then, kukkku! spider shall r... wait nevermind I am going crazy doing nothing but eating and struggling and my brain sending danger signels whenever I stop doesn't seem to help much in the sanity regard. Gahhh!' Enraged with all my might I eat and then the great struggle for freedom begins anew, kukkuukku!
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'Heep ho here we go.' And I am free. After a final struggle I throw whatever remained of my egg aside in a hurried happiness as turn for a high five towards my siblings who have accompanied me for so long with a raised leg.
'...' 'Of course they can't high five when they still have their share of struggle to do right. Woahh!' I am suddenly distracted by the amazing sight around us, a dark background with only a few lights present, the lights reflecting off the white eggs making them look like shiny pearls. A blue aurora like light sometimes passing through and sometimes curving around the eggs.
And there I am standing in the middle of hundreds of these shiny perls as I look around in amazement trying to get used to my 3d vision.
'Hmm it's weaker.' Compared to a human the vision seems weaker but hey I did get 8 eyes in exchange right. Still better nothing right, I don't really mind it as I remember the depressing days I spent in the dark all alone.
8 black shiny eyes i think, 8 white legs, a white abdomen and a nice and round spider butt , oh also got some new fangsies these things must pack quite a poison right?
'Better be carful with them... Wait can I even poison myself?'
I stumble as try to move around with my new pair of legs, trying to get used to this new body of mine.
After I can walk somewhat stably I set my sight on the light source.
'That should be the way out.' time to move.
'Adventure time. Lets goo...!' I say to myself as I start to move around the eggs and my struggling siblings with a determined spider face moving in to the unknowns.