"Damn it!" I tossed my cell phone on the bed next to me after Kynlee all but hung up on me. Part of me knew she would be upset when she found out. The other part of me figured by the time she found out, if ever, it would hopefully not be an issue anymore.
Sam had been laying on the bed sleeping until I shouted and tossed my phone. My goofy, long haired, Siamese cat, lifted her head, partially opened her eyelids, looked at me and made a, "prrrttt," sound.
I reached down and scratched under her chin, causing her to close her eyes and twitch her ears forward as the purrs became louder. I'd always loved the idea that the endorphins released when a cat purrs not only help the cat be happier and healthier, but can help heal and relax humans as well. "You're a good friend Sammy. The vet had it wrong, I didn't just save you. I think we saved each other didn't we?" I whispered as I continued to show her affection.
Sam opened one eye slightly, stopped purring long enough to say "rooowww." Then her purr restarted with eyes closed again. It was like she was agreeing with me. She titled her head and rubbed her gums on my hand. Sam was likely putting her scent on me to warn other animals away. She loved me, and the feeling was mutual.
"So, what do I do Sammy to make this up to Kynlee? Do I send her flowers, give her space, drive down there and apologize?" I sighed and ran my hand through my rumpled hair. "Well, she said she needed time to process, so I guess I better respect that. I told her I'd respect her boundaries, but it's never been this hard with anyone else before." I rolled over in bed but continued to pet Sam. "Yeah, your right Sam. I'll sleep on it."
I rolled over, shut off the lamp, and pulled the covers up to my chin. Summer was certainly coming to an end abruptly, because it was much cooler tonight than it had been a week or two ago. I either had to turn on the heat, add a blanket to the bed, or consider wearing pajamas to bed. I hardly owned any pajamas, so that wasn't likely going to happen. Another blanket tomorrow night it was.
I began to doze off, and before long I drifted into a dream world where I was much younger and more carefree than I am now. Across the gymnasium I saw my high school sweetheart in her senior prom dress. She looked better than I ever dreamed she would. As the dream went on, we danced and laughed. We took pictures and thoroughly enjoyed the night with our friends.
As the after prom lock-in began, we snuck out of the gymnasium and up to the roof of the school where I'd previously planted a blanket, a bag, and a few other miscellaneous things. We were both nervous and full of giggles when we reached the roof. As soon as I captured her lips with mine, the giggles stopped and like someone flipped a switch, the passion began. We were both virgins and decided we wanted to be each other's first. I had been researching for weeks, so I didn't seem like a bumbling idiot when the time came.
As a teenage boy, the lust was strong, and I didn't have even a modicum of the control I'd like to have. My tongue dominated hers and I pulled her soft, curvy body flush against my hard one. My high school self was tall and lean because I was a runner. My specialty was long distance running in Cross Country and the two mile run in track. Running helped keep my emotions in check and cleared my head. If I ran enough, I actually got a 'high' from the endorphins. The 'runner's high' they talk about is real, but you have to run a lot to achieve it.
My hand slipped down from her cheek to her breast and caressed her nipple. I couldn't believe this was happening. It felt like I'd waited my whole life for this moment. Winona moved her head back and met my eyes before she spoke, "I love you Wambleeska Teton."
"I love you too Winona White Bear. Are you sure you want to do this?" I kissed her forehead sweetly but never stopped touching her, caressing her while we talked.
"Yes Wam. I want you to be my first and my only. Please, make love to me."
I devoured her mouth as I loosened the snaps and zipper to allow her dress to come off. By the time I had the dress undone, we were both breathing hard from the kisses. I stepped back and pulled the dress away from her body, leaving her in a black strapless bra, black panties, pantyhose, and a black garter belt. She stepped out of her high heeled shoes and I just stared at her as she stood there. I'd never seen such a beautiful sight in my life, and I wanted to remember this forever.
I removed my tuxedo jacket, setting it on the chair next to her dress, and began to unbutton my dress shirt. Winona stepped forward and unfastened my bow tie from my shirt and set it with my jacket. I continued to undress and Winona did the same. Her tan skin, high cheek bones, dark brown eyes, and black hair were barely visible by the light of the full moon, but I couldn't take my eyes off her. My imagination filled in the details I couldn't quite make out. Hopefully this would be the first of many and soon I could see her in all her glory.
Winona acted much more confident than I knew her to be, as she removed her strapless bra by turning it around and unfastening it. Her breasts weren't large, but the dark pink nipples drew my attention immediately. After removing my dress shirt and undershirt, I reached out a hand and lightly circled my finger around first one nipple and then the other. When I saw her nipples become hard, I realized I'd become harder than I'd ever been in my life. I looked up from her magnificent breasts, meeting her eyes and smiled. "You Winona," I said in a husky voice, "are the most beautiful sight I've ever seen. I cannot believe how lucky I am."
She smiled in response before bending down to remove her pantyhose and underwear. She shot the garter at me by pulling it back with one hand and releasing. It hit me dead center above my belly button. She giggled and I moved toward her and pulled her naked skin against mine. Her hard nipples felt so good against my chest.
Winona reached down and unbuttoned my pants, whispering, "you have too many clothes on Wam."
She pushed my pants down but not enough, so I took over and removed my boxers as well. With one last, passionate kiss, I pulled away and spread the blanket out for us on the rooftop. I even placed a pillow at the top for her.
I held a hand out and she took it without pause. We made our way to the blanket and kneeled down together, our naked bodies rubbing against each other as we kissed. I moved down from her mouth to her chin and then her neck, leaving a trail of kisses in my wake. As I enjoyed becoming familiar with Winona's body, her hands moved from my chest to my full head of black hair. Once I reached her breasts, her hands moved downward to my hips, my thighs, and I gasped when she grasped my hard length. Winona smiled, but I grabbed her hand as I said, "if you want to finish this, you can't keep doing that." It was embarrassing for me to admit it, but my teenage hormones were more than ready to allow her to continue. The intelligence I was known for, brought me to my senses and reminded me that, 'good things come to those that wait.'
"Okay. Sorry Wam. I just want to touch you too," she said in a slightly breathless voice. "You're making me feel so good, I want to return the favor."
I couldn't help but smile at her giving nature. That was my Winona, always putting others before herself. "Don't worry baby. I promise it'll be good if you're patient. I'm trying to make it good for you too. I want you ready so you enjoy it when I enter you," I explain as I continue to prolong the fore play to make sure she is ready.
I gently lay her down on the blanket and continue my assault of her breasts. I slip my hand between her legs and part her folds to find her moisture. I didn't have to search hard because she seemed as primed as I was. I slipped a finger inside her, moving in and out before adding a second. Winona tried to hold still, but was panting as I enjoyed the silky feel of her feminine channel. I moved back up to her mouth and allowed our tongues to duel as I continued to enjoy her. I began to scissor my fingers in a way that would help prepare her for me. I pulled back and met her eyes again before asking, "are you sure Winona? I won't be mad if you change your mind."
"Please Wam. I want you," she said in what sounded more like a whine than the voice I was used to hearing. I kissed her one last time and grabbed a condom from the bag I stashed earlier.
It took me longer to apply the condom than I wanted, but finally it was in place and I moved myself in between her legs. I kissed her as I coated my condom covered manhood in her natural lubrication. I lined myself us and entered a little at a time, watching her face for signs of discomfort. I wanted to remember this moment forever. The moment I became one with the love of my life. She grimaced slightly as I met resistance and slightly moved her hips on instinct. "Are you okay?"
"I will be. It's just tight Wam," she said in a breathy voice.
I kissed her forehead gently and attempted to comfort her, "I'm sorry baby. I love you." I took her mouth with mine, pulled back slightly, and with a small amount of force, thrust myself foreword. I felt Winona tense momentarily, so I held still to allow her to adjust and continued to make contact with her mouth, swallowing her gasp. After a short amount of time passed, she pulled back, met my eyes, and nodded with a slight smile. "Your okay now?" I asked, to make sure before I began to move.
"I love you too. Now please... move. I need you to move, now." Winona began to squirm underneath me, so I began to move my hips back and forth slowly in a rhythm. Gradually my speed began to build until I started to lose my rhythm and felt the need to kiss her again.
As I kissed her, things began to tighten and throb and I found my release. I released her lips to breathe, opened my eyes, and instead of Winona underneath me, it was Kynlee. Even in my dream I knew this was messed up and I gasped.
As I gasped in real life, I sat up in my bed and looked around. Luckily for me my alarm was about to go off anyway. With the way my heart was beating, the chances of returning to sleep were nil to none. I shut off my alarm, caressed Sammy who remained in my bed, and got up to prepare for the day.