( Arya's Book)
I feel guilty and grateful at once. My guilt is rooted in selfish actions and decisions. Given the chance, would I make a different choice? To be honest I don't think so. Because then, I wouldn't have our angel.
I wouldn't know what it feels like to be a mother. I wouldn't decipher the magnitude I would go to protect our child. I would be clueless about what a true man should be like. My most treasured gain, however, is his love.
I thought I knew what love was. Alas, his kind of love proved me wrong and delightfully so. I know that he would reprimand me again when he heard me say that I would die for him. While I love Esmeralda to death, my love for her stemmed from his love for me.
