background: you are sam, you are dating lucas, he has been away for 3 weeks, and you have had little contact
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its been three excruciating weeks since Lucas was in my arms. i feel clingy, but i want to call him every day, and hear his deep voice call my name, his husky voice commanding me while he's on top. he should be coming over today, we've been dating for a few months, and live sorta close to each other, so we didn't see a point in moving in, still, i feel strangely nervous when he walks into my apartment each time.
It's almost midnight, he's late.
oh crap! what if he forgot about me?? what if he doesn't love me? CALM DOWN SAM IT IS OKAY!
i start to fall asleep as i hear a loud, crisp knock at my door. i jump, it startles me, i run as fast as i can, hitting walls and knocking stuff over. as i go to slam the door open, i slow myself down. its been three whole weeks! i need to relax.
as i slowly open the door to see his tall olive skin, dark thick hair and brown eyes, a sudden feeling of lust comes across me like i've never felt before. i want to try to top him. to tick him off. get him on me. i take a deep shaky breath as i invite him in, my hello sounding more like a squeak than a welcome.
his stance is still as stone for what feels like forever, but finally, he walks in, and sits down on the couch.
Darling~ he says in his deep voice.
it sends shivers down my spine, causing me to jump a little. 'whats wrong?' he says as he leans in and breaths on my ear. i don't think i can take it anymore. i whimper 'i cant wait i'm sorry' as i hastily hop onto him lap, grinding or hips together.
i let out a moan has his face goes from shock, to pleasure, then to a look i've never seen in his eyes. he gets on top of me as he restrains me from moving, on top of me and in power.
'so~' he whispers, 'you think i'll let you have your way?' i let out another whimper as he ties me up. we're both still fully clothed, i squirm trying to get my clothes off. 'tell me what you want darling' he says in a stern voice. 'I- l want you lucas' i cry out, face red with embarrassment.'want me to what peasant?' he says as he plays with my hair, teasing me. 'please lucas i- dont make me say it' i cry out as he wraps his hands around my neck.
'i'll stop now...' he continues to tease, loosening his grip on my neck.
'FINE' i yell. at a little over a whisper i say, 'lucas, i want- no, i need you to use me. i need you. i cant take this' 'take what' he says, re-tightening his grip on me,
'i- i need you. i need you to ruin me. please just hurry, im sweating'
'i'll give you a reason to sweat baby' lucas coo's in my ear.
an electric shock wave travels through me, my face red as we play~