Dawn
I took my time showering with cold water to make myself calm down especially my friend down here
I mean this feeling I get everytime I'm with Earl is not natural, every part of me is on edge, I'm so sensitive with every little thing he does
I'm not putting the blame entirely on Earl but it is my inexperience to condemn, all these feelings are new to me, never in my life have I ever felt this way towards anyone, nor on the same or opposite gender
I might have to do research on this matter, I paid no mind on those salacious videos my friends showed me that's why I lack knowledge of the subject
The more I think about this the more little Dawn won't calm down, this is frustrating. I think dirty thoughs with or without Earl, it was more frequent now when we became more casual with each other
Think rationally Dawn Bernardo! Your parents didn't raise you to become a sodomite!
But it is Earl that we are talking about here, I didn't know I can be as lascivious as I thought that I can be
Earl doesn't deserve a frivolous guy like me, I mean look at me
Look what I am doing, I'm taking advantage of a kind hearted guy like Earl
Aaarrrggggg! I'm a mess! Some part of me are scared of loosing him and there's a part of me that's urging me to take the risk
Haaaaa I better finish up showering before Earl gets bored while waiting for me
Coming out of the bathroom, I can see Pj's laying down on the bed does it mean I'm supposed to wear them? Ohh well I'll just wear them
A gust of cold wind coming in from the window made me shiver, I hurriedly wore the gray garments and dry my hair with the towel
I was about to close the door but then I noticed it was actually a door to access the terrace
A glimpse of golden hair made me stop from closing the door completely, it was stunning to see that his hair turns into gold under the moonlight
It feels like a dream to witness this, never have I imagined to be able to see the ethereal Earl.. Haaaaa I think I'm in heaven