What are you doing here!? How can you find out!? "Lobak..." I shook my head, "Eva, stop!" Eva stopped, "I wanted you to go! I don't want to look at your face right now." She did not respond. "Why?" I sighed.
"Because you not there when I need you the most," I stand up, "are you sure?" I nodded, "you tracked her?" I asked Rose. "I..." I respond with a smile. "It's okay," I kissed her forehead, "you love me, Rose. You don't want me to get out from this bed because you know I will drain my blood." She responds with a smile.
Back to business, "Lobak..." I looked at Eva with a cold stare. "I'm sorry..." I shook my head, "I forgive you, but if you asked me to want to come back?" I shook my head as I said, "I'm sorry I can't," she stunned. "I want to get dressed," Rose held my hand. "This is your chance..." I shook my head. I did not respond to her.
"I'm disappointed with you, Eva." I held Rose's hand. She did not respond to my question. "I give you a chance," a chance? "You give a thread message, Eva. Did you forget?" I picked my old iPhone, and suddenly Rose said.
"I already read your conversation with Lobak." She said, "you can't deny it, Eva. She loves you, but you did not want her to fight for you? Are you mad!?" I stunned.
"If you truly love her, why did you not want her to fight? It's not fair! I love her, and I will fight for her!" Rose raised her voice. I'm smiling and burst into tears as Rose said that. I wipe my tears with my thumb. She did not respond to anything that Rose said.
"Please, leave me alone." Eva shook her head. "Why? Am I your second option!? Where's your husband? Did he leave you as you did to me!?" She did not reply to my questions. "Please," I shook my head. I don't believe she will respond with a begging like that.
"Eva, you should let me go!" I raised my voice. "If I did not let you go, I'm obsessed with you. And you dared me to show, who was the obsessed one? I remembered everything. Even three days before we broke up. I remembered everything!" Eva did not respond to everything I said.
"You try to make me jealous, and you try to pick a fight with me. I remembered your lie," I sighed, "the biggest lie you gave to me. I'm disappointed with you, and you are the one who left me." I said. Eva did not respond to everything I said.
"Everything you said for me is a lie. And I'm sorry, I only help you as a human..." Rose interrupts. "Please, let her go and log out from her account, Eva. You not her's anymore." Eva stills in her position. "It's because of Jane, Lobak! She..." I shook my head while she was speaking.
"Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost," no one response to what I said. "You know what that means, Eva? You're not seizing the day when I'm down. You even don't want me to fight!" She stunned.
"I like Avenged Sevenfold's song because they talk the truth about relationships. Seize The Day is my favorite. The guy regrets because his wife tries to say to her husband that, not to join to their last heist, and in the end, he regrets it." Eva responds by sobbing.
"Can you imagine the pain, Eva? It hurt me so much!" I said. "You tossed me like I'm nothing. And, you don't even did not respect me and my privacy!" She did not respond to everything I said. "Guards!" I forgot it's not Reninances era.
"But, you closed to anyone but me! You promised that!" I'm scratching my cheek. "I did say." I walked towards her and looked her in the eye. "What if..." I paused because I heard Rose walks towards us. "Lobak, it's your time to check up, right?" I'm smiling, "yes, hon." I hold Rose's hand.
"This feeling will last forever, it is true! But, I can't choose you because you come back, and you think I'm not with someone else because you want to come back as we were. You have thought that Rose took your position?" I shook my head, "I don't want to see you, no more." Rose and I walked past her. "You choose me?" I nodded. "It will be a fool of me if I don't choose you because she was my past." Rose stops.
"Wha..." She kissed me on the lips softly. It's sweeter than usual. Does she use sugar or something? I felt something wrong with my stomach and heart. It's beating so fast. Like Taylor Swift said, full of butterflies. "I feel..." she respond with a smile.
I never saw her smile so brightly like this. "You love me," I am in love with you, "I'm sorry if I had bad thoughts about you will come back to her and leave me." I nodded and looked at her eyes. "I love you," I kissed her softly. From today, I promise to take care of her and our family.
I love her, and I wanted to protect her. Forever. "I wonder, you are the biggest plot twist ever beside your stories." She said. "You not the only one to say like that." We were holding a hand to each other. "Are you afraid?" I shook my head.
"I'm not afraid," She smiles. I miss this moment, just her and me. No, one else.
Flashback on
I picked up the knife, "Lobak Aryanti!? What the fuck you have done!?" I stabbed her several times. "You die, die, die, die!" I felt a hand pat my shoulder. "What are you doing with that knife!?" Oh, I thought you were her. "Nothing," I put a shiitake mushroom in the white bowl, and I kept chopping.
"You know, your dad is concerned about you," I respond with a hummed. "I don't care about him," I held her hand, and I almost stabbed her hand with a knife. "Don't touch me, or you lose your finger." I let her hand go.
"Is that bad?" I continued chopping, "I don't want to bring it up, Lobak. But you should..." I smacked Indah, and I almost stabbed her in the heart, "shut the fuck up. I'm hungry," I heard my John was meowing. "At least, I will not hurt my cats." I continue chopping the onions.
I want to make a hotpot and onion ring. I bought a crab stick, shrimp, chicken, instant noodles, and veggies for the hotpot. "Lobak?" I'm looking at my back.
Flashback off
I'm blinking several times, and I sighed. "Are you okay?" I respond with smiles, "I'm fine, I just... zoned out." She looked at me into my eye. "why? You not ready to answer my questions?" Rose asked. I did not answer her question.
"What are you doing after this?" I'm looking at her, "I want to try out my suit," She responds with chuckles. "Okay, see you tomorrow then," I respond to her kiss. "See you tomorrow, hubby." That called. A little bit too Local. But somehow, I like it! I don't know why.
"I should fit in, and it will be hard," I closed my eyes. All my anger memories when I was alone stills played on my brain like a movie. "Not now, Lobak! Not now!" I said.
I was looking at my phone, Eva called me again. I put my phone on the nightstand, and I closed my eyes.
TBC